My Corner.

25/1

2012-01-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

是不是人年纪越大，新年的含义会越不一样？

23/1

2012-01-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

恭喜发财！

=）

18/1

2012-01-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

终于回来了。

我想你了。

=)

11/1

2012-01-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

Bitches yo!

Sometimes it's just weird how the bitches seem to always get the good guy.

Down.

10/1

2012-01-10T14:56:00.001+08:00

Many days of thinking. Naomi?

=)

5/1

2012-01-05T14:13:00.002+08:00

张老师，一路好走。

对不起，很久没有去看你了。

最后一次，也是仅仅一个招手。

安息。

2/1/2012

2012-01-02T14:15:00.002+08:00

Notice I put the Year as well in my title?

That's because this is my first post in this brand new year, 2012. :)

Happpy new yearrrr, how'd you do !

Hope you had a really amazing night in London, I know you did. :)

Why did she do that? Of good intention, or bad?

I'm not going to waste my time on speculations like this, cause I know they're simply not worth my time cause whatever I think, whatever I say or did not say, whatever I imagined and never thought of, whatever I've seen and did not see, whatever I did and did not, still, have the courage to do.

If I could see you now. This song is playing. Exactly what I want to say to you now.

All of me have been swept and carried away by you.

I'm dreading so much /i can only type with one hand cause the other has work to do.

Wipe off the tears.

I'm using the hand that touched you before to wipe away my tears and I pretend to be okay, when I'm quietly crying in my hostel in front of my laptop and no one notices.

So much pretending I hate myself.

When I was small, pretending was being creative, being imaginative.

Now, it's because of you. Pretending now, is being dishonest with what I truly feel and mean, but whatever there is, I am not supposed to let it show or let you know. That's cause you have a life and I'm not in the picture, you have hers.

People say: "Sooner of later you're gonna be fine."

Lies, comforting lies. Cause I'm not that stupid to realize that I'm going to be fine.

I'm only half alive. Fortunate?

Sickening.

I miss you so bad I can do anything to kill it.

That night, meteors were in the sky. I wished you were here, lying next to me and laughing at me when I thought a bird was a meteor and when I did the "meteor-calling". I wished but it did not come true. I know, I've known from the beginning that I'm the one being stupid.

919 texts from you. What am I supposed to do with them? I just simply can't press the "Yes" button to "Delete all?" your messages. Your messages has become part of me. Sometimes I can scroll through all of them and hear you, feel you again.

Those messages, together with memories are all that you've left for me.

Depression, pain; I guess those were self-inflicted. You're not to be blamed.

Because I, truly, love you.

30/12

2011-12-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

明年这么快就要到了。

你今年过得开心吗？

今年过得很充实，虽然刚从银行回来有一点失落。
我竟然用了那么多钱？？！
虽然是自己亲手赚回来的钱，可是。。总是有一点离谱。唉。
可是凡事都要往好的方向想！- 钱是赚得回来的！
所以从今天一直到新年，我不可以再浪费钱了！！

说回正题吧。
今年年头三月，我在英迪学院上课，就读A-Levels.
在那里交了好多朋友，也看见了朋友离离合合。

年头就有很多人毕业了，HSC的朋友全都走了：畹欣, 慧菁，谊润，旖玲，嘉倚。。

英迪的朋友太多了吧！

雪甄。
我们是在槟华认识的，可是在学院变得更加密切。 :)
有什么事都可以一起讲，如果不是好姐妹，那我不知道怎么形容我们了，哈哈。
真真切切希望你能开心，幸福，快乐。

Sumeet, Shivaani and Melissa.
Eh Gundumaaaasssss! =) You guys are the best bunch of crazy people I've ever known and I'm so glad we know each other, very well.
Meet meet, hope you can find a hot sizzling babe very soon and she'll hit on you immediately.
Shivaani, hope you can find a extra hot muscular but brainy guy soon and cut down the flirting!
Mel, hope you do well in Uni life soon and don't stop singing! Find someone else to hit boobs kay.
*wink* XOXO

月臆，徐琳，Angie。
你们每次上Accounts都会看见我吧。哈哈。谢谢你们，总可以当我的倾听者，当我说心事的好朋友。
——————此刻还有太多太多名字涌进脑海————————————————————

邓可欣，何美俞，林燕菁，Jolyn，Kiki。
大陆妹们，你们国得好吗？？！！想死你们了。从宿舍到皇后湾到新宿舍，有你们的时候真好~希望你们都会过得很好！谢谢你们的房间，成了我的“哭息地”。哈哈。那一次从美俞的房间望下。。唉。。

武德，淑茵。
谢谢你们的贴心，关怀与陪伴；在我最低落的时候在身边无形的支持。谢谢你，淑茵，当了我好几次的“哭包场所”。

仁凯，煜儆，智敏。
谢谢你们的问好，关心。谢谢你们。=)

隽松。
哈哈，停顿了很久才开始写了这一句。
你是我生命里，其中一个最重要的人。曾经有一段日子是最重要，哈哈。
听到你的名字，我的脑海就会有很多画面。
有太多太多的话没得对你说。
我知道你会过的很好，我也答应你，会过得好。　=)
谢谢你，走进了我的生命，教会了我好多东西，让我打从心底的笑。
虽然有很多不快乐的事情发生，我还是需要说对不起，有时候没有体谅到你的心情，你的立场。我太自私了。

考完试，毕业了。
第一份工作，认识了很多很棒的朋友。

宏伟，宇轩。
其实我很投入于工作，你们说的没错，可能是因为用来填满空间，避免胡思乱想吧。
谢谢宏伟，你是我聊天的好知己。　=)

第二份工作，特别开心，也认识了社会，领悟到许多曾经以为是不重要的道理。
雪霓，谢谢你的苦口婆心，我学会了很多，和你在一起的男人太幸福了，因为你好成熟，好理智。

还有一份不正式的工作。
老师，谢谢你的用心培育，骂是有原因的，我明白你的心态。早日康复。

终于误打误撞，进了大学。
我希望太多了，英国那么贵，我岂有本事让他负担我的学费？
唉。。
可是这里也很不错啊，设备齐全，环境良好，便宜。
在这里，真正的体会到人与人之间的关系可以那么复杂。
有一房的好室友，爱你们！
进来不到两个礼拜就号啕大哭吓倒你们了，不好意思！
还有一班大小男生！Andy, Zhong Hoong, Winson, CK, Shaun, Jason, 笑之不尽！
祝我们考试成功！

The past year has indeed been very memorable to me, many many of ups and downs, but I guess that's the essence of life, no?
I still love you, always will. Cause you've etched yourself in my heart, so deep.

<3

29/12

2011-12-29T16:31:00.002+08:00

I still can't get over it.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Great, now my tongue's cacat.

28/12

2011-12-28T12:55:00.003+08:00

Seeing you walk away with her hand in yours,

Kills me.

25/12

2011-12-25T15:15:00.000+08:00

What else to say?

MERRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSS ~!!!

24/12

2011-12-24T01:16:00.001+08:00

It's Christmas Eve.

I wish you're happppy. =)

23/12

2011-12-23T14:16:00.001+08:00

Another Christmas. <3

22/12

2011-12-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

原来你一直都没有改变。

原来你一直都还在找寻着她的踪影。

原来你喜欢上了我们班上的她。

原来我一直都不存在于你的世界。

原来，我把希望放得太高了。

20/12

2011-12-20T15:07:00.005+08:00

最后又是孤单到天明。

19/12

2011-12-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

我不会吧。。。

不会！

NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY !

TAK JALAN TAK JALAN TAK JALAN !

19/12

2011-12-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

当一切归零的时候。。。

17/12

2011-12-17T16:13:00.001+08:00

あなたが目を笑ってください。

=)

2011-12-16T19:15:00.002+08:00

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/angela_zhang/journey.html ]
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you..

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/angela_zhang/#share

16/12

2011-12-16T18:26:00.001+08:00

经过了那么多跌跌撞撞，我应该开始清醒了吧。

其实一直以来太努力，太执著的人，都是我吧？

我一想起你，胸口会有一阵疼痛。

思念，真的会帮我把我的心声带给你吗？

好想好想你。

14/12

2011-12-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

因为思念让爱零距离。

<3

12/12

2011-12-12T01:32:00.001+08:00

加油啦。=)

不要像之前的我。 =）

10/12

2011-12-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

我发现到，我好像终于有一点，没那么想你了耶。=)

8/12

2011-12-08T09:59:00.001+08:00

一道彩虹是半圆，两道彩虹是团圆。♥

6/12

2011-12-06T12:53:00.001+08:00

FUCK OFF LA.

You people think you guys are SO great ?

And you guys can just blame everything beside you, including me, when things go wrong?

FUCK OFF.

Please control your temper, 'cause you haven't seen mine.

Please control what you said, 'cause you haven't heard what I could and would say.

Come on la, GROW UP PLEASE, SELFISH PEOPLE.

Super pissed.

It was, in fact still is, a beautiful day. And you people do THIS to me?

FUCK OFF.

3/12

2011-12-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

This is my current fav song, A Thousand Years by Christina Perri =)

(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday

Waiting for you
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-perri-lyrics/a-thousand-years-lyrics.html |]
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Pre-chorus x2)
One step closer

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

3/12

2011-12-02T23:54:00.001+08:00

当我看见你们俩之间的

陌生越来越少，

距离越来越近，

我的心里突然有

越来越多的孤单，

越来越浓的感伤。

你会不会像他一样，多我那么体贴，那么温柔?

慢等啦。

我的希望，所有美好的憧憬，应该始终会归零。

因为，你总是离我那么那么的远。

我爱你。

1/12

2011-12-01T13:04:00.001+08:00

Damn.

I'm sorrry. Really am.

You're showing me that face? Seriously?

I hate it when people don't appreciate apologies.

I HATE IT.

22/11

2011-11-23T00:12:00.001+08:00

Okayyyyy.
So..

You don't even bother to reply me.
Of course you're not going to say "Hi" to me when you see me.

I am so disappointed.

=(

19/11

2011-11-19T11:25:00.001+08:00

I won't, let you, close to enough to hurt me.

17/11

2011-11-17T22:05:00.001+08:00

You were so close to me.

Close physically, but close in heart?

No I guess.

16/11

2011-11-16T09:25:00.001+08:00

I guess sometimes it takes just some courage to make a relationship happen.

I guess that's what I don't really have.

15/11

2011-11-15T13:13:00.001+08:00

I don't have the guts to confront you.

Because I know that we aren't meant to be.

I simply just know it.

Even listening to Colbie Caillat's 'I never told you' makes me sob like hell.

I had so many chances to approach you but somehow I chicken out everytime.

Everytime I wanted to smile to you or maybe just say "hello", you'll turn away.

I'm that unnoticeable?

Awesome.

7/11

2011-11-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

I HATE EGO.

2011-11-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

不碰了好像忘了恐惧却在脑海住着

重复卡在一个重要的时刻不自觉就会退缩

连幸福也克制着觉得什麽都会变的

防备着平静到最後连爱也透着冷漠

防备着平静到最後独自寂寞

4/11

2011-11-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

It is sometimes very weird indeed, how small the world actually is.

We're actually just that close, that close.

2/11

2011-11-02T20:57:00.001+08:00

还需要多久-多长-多伤

你才会听见我-没说的话

=((

2011-11-01T11:22:00.001+08:00

有一个女人爱着你，用心爱着你，彻底爱着你。

有个男人爱着你

用心爱着你

那个男人爱着你

彻底爱着你

他情愿变成影子

守护着你跟随着你

那个男人爱着你

心却在哭泣

还需要多久　多长　多伤

你才会听见他没说的话

坚强像谎言一样

不过是一种伪装

他只希望有个机会能被你爱上

还需要多久　多长　多渴望

你才会走向他

贴在他的身旁

微笑像谎言一样

是最起码的假装

眼泪只能躲藏

那个男人爱着你

忘记了自己

从此他小心翼翼

静静等待爱情

他情愿选择相信

为了你不言不语

那个男人爱着你

伤埋在回忆

无论要　多久　多长　多伤

他还是爱着你　一如往常

就好像一个傻瓜

对着那空气说话

他会不会有个机会能被你爱上

还需要多久多长多渴望

你再回头想他

贴在他的身旁

微笑像谎言一样

是最起码的假装

眼泪只能躲藏

那个男人就是我

你知道吗

还是知道却假装不知道吗

问到沙哑

你也不会回答

31/10

2011-10-31T14:59:00.001+08:00

Last day of October. HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! =))

Quite occupied nowadays. =((

Exams, reports, assignments, forum. Gahhhhhhhh.

29/10

2011-10-29T13:19:00.003+08:00

MAJOR ! I have NEW SPECS ! =)))

Money well spent, I guess. =)

Paradise.

2011-10-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

Finally it's 12midnight !

Inilah paling awesome punya song. <3

PARADISE

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
And dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/coldplay/paradise_20980626.html ]
And dreams of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
She'd dream of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise"

This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

27/10

2011-10-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

Can't believe it's already the 27th and I feel I still haven't accomplished much.

Somehow, I'm already giving up on us. Okayyyy, giving up on you. =(

21/10

2011-10-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

Gahhhhh. Missed out 20/10 !

According to some old bloke from the U of S, TODAY is doom's day.

Just so you know, ILY !

<3

19/10

2011-10-19T19:10:00.001+08:00

Second post of the day.

Now that a lot of things are swarming towards, I feel contented.

19/10

2011-10-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

It's 2 a.m. and I'm awake, AND blogging. What the? Something is wrong.

Listened to 丁当's 亲人. Damn touching. Love the lyrics. Makes me cry a little everytime I hear the melody and think back about the story and imagine, start to wildly imagine my

任光曦. <3

別打開禮物的緞帶
最初充滿期待最後都腐敗
別打開午夜的電臺
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛並沒有教給我生存
只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛讓我們變成陌生人
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人誰的某某某

就算我全身濕透透
我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走
如果我還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄
我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走如果我還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

You're so far away. So far away that I have to tiptoe to try to reach you, only try.

2011-10-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

Avete preso il mio cuore, quella notte.

17/10

2011-10-17T18:13:00.003+08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want but not what you need.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.

Stuck in reverse.

Lights will guide you home.

And ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down below.

When you're too in love to let it go.

But if you never try you'll never know.

Just what you're worth.

I will try, to fix you.

16/10

2011-10-16T20:54:00.001+08:00

I know that somehow I mean nothing to you

But

Deep down

I'm starting to build you into something so big I can't even imagine

What if I were to hope too much and disappoint myself over poor judgement again?

Will I have anything to hold on to?

This is so awesome. Imagine.

2011-10-14T17:16:00.002+08:00

I mean like, for Heaven's sake. Help others in need.

14/10

2011-10-14T14:31:00.002+08:00

Back home, a day in advance, cause I had acute gastritis.

Somehow I am grateful that I did not go overseas. Now I can always come home whenever I need to.

Contented.

I guess that's what we all have to learn to be.

10/10

2011-10-10T19:10:00.001+08:00

When the world turns its back against you, what have you to hold on to?

I don't have anything.

有座巨大的停了的时钟倾倒在赶路的途中挡我向前走

有只黑色的老鹰在俯冲叼走了你送的承诺回头冷冷看我

有阵将眼泪扫落的狂风掀起了隐藏的疼痛把我变赤裸

我为蔓延的回忆除草了心中却长出盛开的寂寞原来是梦

有些伤痕像场大火把心烧焦难以复活

不碰了好像忘了恐惧却在脑海住着

重复卡在一个重要的时刻不自觉就会退缩

连幸福也克制着觉得什么都会变的

防备着平静到最后连爱也透着冷漠(独自寂寞)

有人说我的微笑是暖的心里却很难被感动狠狠解剖我

从不是有意想害谁难过甚至会沮丧一直没突破沉重的壳

有些伤痕像场大火把心烧焦难以复活

可是我想要忘了恐惧如何把我上锁

期待阳光炽热爱来的时刻能用力去拥抱着

多幸福就多快乐不让未知成为负荷

投入的留下了每一刻不怕的人最富有

人太脆弱会不停错过

太多宝贵的都需要跋涉才可以获得

太多璀璨的越隔着夜色越光芒四射

2011-10-09T00:56:00.007+08:00

This is so freaking ACCURATE! Danggggggggggg.

Hope what it says will be true.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

=))))

8/10

2011-10-08T23:27:00.003+08:00

The convo today was awesome. Feet were bad but, gah!

And it's raining so heavily now.

How are you in your room?

Are you warm enough?

Or are you already sleeping?

Or diving into your pile of work?

*giggles*

You ARE definitely adorable, likable.

*winks*

8/10

2011-10-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

It's weird.

It's weird how I seem to be leaving him behind, so fast.

And this guy is so attractive that I can't help but feel happy.

Am I going psycho?

Hope so.

Teehee.

You're SO cute. Absofuckinglutely cute.

I have to know you.

Have to know you more!

Awaiting our next chance to meet.

Till then, bye, pretty boy.

23/9

2011-09-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

I kept erasing the date. Couldn't believe it's actually already this late. THIS late.

I guess, in the very end, I could finally keep you away from parts of my life.

Afterall, I'm already embarking a whole new journey, a new chapter in life.

How are you in UK?

Hope you read your mail, cause I'm still waiting for your reply.

xoxo

19/8

2011-08-19T18:22:00.002+08:00

Thank you everyone for everything yesterday =)

So as predicted, you did not turn up. Wasted the butterfly swimming in my tummy. Ha.

This song is totally singing out my feelings. Almost lovers, maybe?
It's called Almost Lovers, by A Fine Frenzy.

***

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I love you.

16/8

2011-08-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

The day after tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!!
=))

HB, in advance?

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! =))
Omg, i'm addicted to double-chinned smileys !

9/8

2011-08-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的
有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪
没适当的表情
最想说的话
我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

30/7

2011-07-30T19:27:00.002+08:00

最近发生好多事。
还是可能是因为遇见的人太多了？
还是是因为终于可以和想见的人见面?

哈哈。
他说得对。
我和你，做普通的好朋友有什么不好吗？
或许，我对你的期望高于普通的好朋友。
因为，我好像终于可以喜欢你了。

=)

23/7

2011-07-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

才知道你脸上的微笑
不是幸福代表是种不自在的礼貌
才知道感情已经动摇
我一直被误导是你还不愿意揭晓
太多小烦恼怪我们不懂得抛
太多的问号答案也都不必找
只换来疲劳忘了要一起变老
为何要无话可说才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱的时候才对我说离开我
都是为我好

才知道感情已经动摇
我一直被误导是你还不愿意揭晓
太多小烦恼怪我们不懂得抛
太多的问号答案也都不必找
只换来疲劳忘了要一起变老
为何要无话可说才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱我的时候才对我说离开我
都是为我好

为何要无话可说才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱我的时候才对我说离开我
都是为我好

=(

1/6

2011-06-01T19:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY EUNICE ANG!!!!!!!
The last paper......... IS OVER !!!!!!!
I'll be back, real sooooooon. X)

31/5

2011-05-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

This is BAD.
I know I'm not supposed to like you, cause I just don't have a chance.
I feel like I'm a very weird person. Unfaithful?
It's like not long ago I'm still struggling to get over him and dying to get him out of mind, though very, very reluctantly.
And now? I feel like such a failure.
It's like I simply shifted to your side cause I can no longer take the feeling of shame and frustration from him anymore.
It's like I'm trying to find myself an easier way out.
I suck.
But I really, really like you.
What should I do?
=(

29/5

2011-05-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Approaching 30/5.

I'm starting to like you.
You make me feel important.

Mr Rookie.

26/5

2011-05-26T15:40:00.003+08:00

原本是以为可以掩饰你留给我的痛，
可以将我们之间的回忆都冰冻。
可是其实我一直都不懂，
这次真的并不普通。
原来我已真的被你打动。

24/4

2011-04-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

Bye.

This shall be my last post.

I'll refrain from coming back here, though it brings me so much emotions and my true self back to me after all the midst of 'life' envelopes itself onto my soul.

Nahhhhhhh, just kidding.

I'll be BACK! After A2. =) 1ST OF JUNE!!!

I have 16 more days, before the REAL battle. =) =)

JIA YOU O !!!!!!

Hey, I love you. X) Okay, that was for nobody. I just felt like saying those words. I feel, despo?! lol

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
*bids farewellll, tissue in hand*

5/4/2011

2011-04-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

接下来的日子，应该会很少上来这边了吧。每一次去看别人的部落格，总是会有一份很充实的感觉，总会想在第一时间也争着把自己的心情写下来。不管有没有人看也无所谓咯。=）现在一定还有很多人在读着生物吧。哈哈，其实我也是。我要加油！！！！！！！我每当要做一件事的时候总是（还是总是）会想起你。该死。可是！唉。狮子座明明就是喜欢把灯光放在自己的身上，（我觉得我应该是典型的狮子女，哈哈）可是偏偏只要是跟你有关的，我自己的面子都无所谓了。我是摆脱了狮子座的第一“全部人都不能顶”的爱面子吗？为了你，我可以很厚脸皮地去帮你做一件事，很多件事。为了你，什么一切的都变得不重要了。我到底是为了你而执着，还是我是本来就很执着的人？有很多是啊，现在我都搞不清。 P/s:我发现我的华语越来越失水准了，也有语无伦次的现象了。时间会渐渐冲淡爱意吗？我觉得，时间不是冲淡爱意。日子久了，其实我对你并没有冲淡，反而，应该像我的近视一样，加深了。可能我是很奇怪的人吧！有很多事实我已经知道了，可是我还是骗我自己说“Okay的啊，喜欢不一定要在一起啊。” 可是我明明就是很想很想。我已经敢敢的讲了，也已经敢敢的哭了很多次，哈哈。虽然会有-舒服多-的感觉，可是应该是-错觉-吧。我没有比较开心，也没有比较不开心。可能receptor坏了。 -我太笨，明知道你是错的人，明知道这不是缘份，可是我还奋不顾身。 -也许我太过天真，以为奇迹会发生。我的关心，你依然无动于衷，我的以为，只是我以为。原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁。我以为我够坚强，却一天天的失望。原来，失恋的时候，哦，不不不，我没有失恋，因为我根本没有和你有“恋。总之，在这个低落的时候，听什么歌都仿佛在讲着自己。尤其是一个人在车上的时候，哭也没有人知道。 =）加油吧。我大概是疯了。哪里有人为自己加油打气的？？还一时开心一时失落。天啊。叫我如何救我自己。明天，我会想上一次，对你冷淡一点。

倘若你靠近了，我会移开。倘若你说了笑话，我会假装敷衍的冷笑。倘若你在教我，我会很安静的听。我不会再偷看你认真的脸了。我不会再为你添水了。

我也想啊！！！！我也想做到啊。好吧，就拟订这五大原则吧。明天开始实行。（早就应该实行了。）睡好咯，不要太迟睡啊，我没有机会再给你morningcall了。我会很想念你那朦胧的声音。

1/4/2011

2011-04-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

有哪一个女孩子不想要有满屋子的幸福？我很羡慕梁慕橙。任光曦可以完全包容她，完完整整地爱着她，给与她幸福和快乐。我很怕错过我的任光曦。任光曦啊，你在哪里？米修米修！

29/3

2011-03-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

悄悄的，不知不觉地，已经来到了三月的最后第三天，今天也即将结束了。这一章，是我的第一百七十七章了哦！不错不错，原来我还蛮有恒心的！ =）今天还算蛮开心的，由蛮多逗趣的事情，我笑了蛮多次。嘻嘻。其实，在这样的心情之下想起你，总是只会看到那一些我们一起度过的快乐的时候，很快活，很实在。现在没有什么不好吧。看到就当作没看见。哈哈，我应该不是坚强，是故意逞强。对不起了，我真的太久太久没有自恋拍照了！哈哈哈，你们有“眼福”了！XD Just woke up. First time I took this kind of picture. =) Ignore me. X) ;B Yea, admire my wrinkles. Yikes! =) =) I'm happier now, don't worry. Now. Now. And now, I'm not that sure anymore. Fluctuations, lol. Nights world. Xoxo

27/3

2011-03-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

你就这样走了。
完全没有什么不舍的感觉。
对了，你会不舍什么呢？
我到现在还是想太多。
她那天说得对。
你现在已经是我的全部，我已经在很久以前就把你当作我的唯一，可是你没有啊，因为你已经有了她。
哈哈。
她问我：‘你不会觉得你很笨吗？’
“不会啊，”
“你不觉得，你这样做很不值得吗？”
“哈哈，不会啊。”
“不要再这样了，他都没有珍惜你。”
“哈哈，知道了。”
对不起，我骗不了自己。
因为我始终，爱的还是你。

对，我们没有在一起的机会。
我还能怎样？

19/3

2011-03-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真正的可笑愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真正的可笑愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身可能在愛裡面這樣算笨

可能永遠沒有所謂永恆

但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能寧願笨也不想要悔恨

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕

我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但我還是奮不顧身

我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但我相信有點可能

Speaks a lot for me though. Sorry that I loved you, sorry that I fell for you. Sorry that I hurt myself. Sorry for being ultimately stupid. Thanks, for making me realise.

14/3

2011-03-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

白色情人节快乐。
你应该是受到了她给你的神秘特别礼物，或者是刚刚和他在线上聊了。现在的你应该是满脸笑容的吧，应该没有什么可以使你不开心。=）
所以，祝你幸福快乐咯。
其实那一天我真的很想出席。我只是怕我会在那里不礼貌的哭了出来。=）
也好，这样也好。
这几天一直在想你。幸好我又找回了跟你传简讯的勇气。要不然我一定寂寞死了，哈哈。
这几天心情没有什么很大的起伏，麻麻的，没有什么特别。
可能跟着日本的人民，一起进入了哀悼时期吧。
我明明比他们幸福很多，为什么还是开心不起来呢？
我这个人应该是太奇怪了吧。
哈。
出门咯。
再见。

5/3

2011-03-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

我在想。。你现在在做什么呢？
平常这个时候你都会在哪里？
为什么我连很简单发一通简讯给你都不敢了？

我想，我们之间的距离应该渐渐的变远了吧。
可是好奇怪哦，我对你的思念，怎么一天比一天多了呢？
我对你的爱还是这样保持不变？

你们都说要我放手。都说他不是好人。都说我应该找另外一个来代替他。

我可以很确定的告诉你们，我真的太不想就这样放掉他。
我知道我很固执，我知道我很笨。可是我觉得我这样做我可能还有开心的余地。
我觉得我这样可能会比较开心。

你们永远都不会明白我和他之间的那种感觉。
可以什么都不用说，就知道对方想要做什么，想要说什么，想些什么。现在那种感觉愈来愈少了。
因为我们俩渐渐拉远了。
逐渐的，我们从彼此的死党，变成见面也不打招呼的陌生人。
我连这样也会哭，太不争气了吧！

我已经习惯了你在我身边，用你洪亮的声音为我解释我不明白的。
习惯了每一天早上见到你。
你那认真的眼神，正面的影响。
我想我这辈子都找不回这一份感觉了吧。

我多想好好地珍惜。
却没有机会啊。

因为你已经和她展开了你们幸福快乐的旅途。
我除了祝福你，还能怎样？
我应该怎样，才能告诉你，不论如何，我都愿意，真的原意，为你赴汤蹈火，什么都可以为你做。

或许我在几个月，甚至几年后，看回这一篇的时候，会抛头大笑，回笑破肚皮。
可是在此时此刻，我只想记录我最真实的感觉。
此时此刻，我爱你。

绝望。。。

27/2

2011-02-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

I hope that one day, I would have the strength to say that
"Now I have grown too strong, To fall back into your arms".

I hope that one day, I will be strong enough, to step away from you.
Cause now, I'm relying on to you for my happiness and my liveliness.
I need you.
I N-E-E-D Y-O-U.

I really do.

18/2

2011-02-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

Well. Jar of Hearts. My jar is empty. Cause I left my heart with you.

14/2

2011-02-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

情人节快乐。
今天看见了你。
或许从现在开始，我应该学会为那些小小的事物开心，满足。
就好象，我应该开心我们都在同一个地方上课。
我应该开心我们都在同一个地方长大。
我应该开心我们呼吸着一样的空气，看着同样的月亮，吹着同样的风，等等。
我应该开心，我们在茫茫人海之中遇见了，可以当上那么要好的知己，虽然有可能在你的心里我完全不算什么，可是！

你对我太重要了！！！

你永远都不会明白的。因为你和他是你情我愿，而我只是一厢情愿。
你知道吗？
你可以用一句简单的话，叫我不要再伤心了。
你的一点用心，或许对你来说没什么要紧，可对我来说都是天大的事。
今天，你差一点发现了。
幸亏你应该是赶着去复你的约吧，走得那么匆忙，让我松了一口气。
可是，我为什么要那么不安呢？
哈哈，我也不懂。

嗯。。。你今天应该是过得特别愉快吧。
从你那从容的口吻，知道了很多你没说出口的。
你开心就好，你开心最重要了。
＝）

放心，我不会做出什么会影响你的事情。我完全不会玩花样。
我只会这样远远的思念着你。

13/2

2011-02-13T19:10:00.003+08:00

One more freaking day.

VALENTINE'S.

When I think about you and her in the car that day, I have this stomach-turning feeling for tomorrow.
Will you be like, smooching all around?
Oh gosh.

I even forgot I told myself to leave you.

Then I found this awesome song which made me happier, by a bit.

The woman I love SO much, PINK.

29/1

2011-01-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

十一天没来这边了。

我想你。

这边很简单的，变成了我可以想你的空间。

今天我没有去看你的表演。对不起。我不是不喜欢，只是不想给自己留着那一点希望，就算是那么一点也不可以。因为我们都没有可能啊。我知道我一定会被你吸引住，一定会被你那专注的眼神抓住，一定会被你那认真的态度打倒。

我可以。我一定可以把你渐渐地从我的生活剪掉。

虽然会有讨厌的不舍，我必须这样。

我必须自私一次。

大树，我需要和你说再见了。

你会不舍得我吗？

我肯定会非常非常不舍得你，因为你老早已经住进我的生活里了。

18/1

2011-01-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

那么久了。
我还是会不时地想起当天。
我病了。
你把你的肩膀借给我躺。
我根本不敢睡，根本不希望车子会停下来。
我想永远永远都会有你的肩膀给我依靠。
我想能够永永远远把这一份感觉包藏起来，虽然你不会知道我的心声，不过，我酱也爽，一点也好！
我希望，我们可以再次渡过两个人的时间。我希望我可以鼓起勇气，可以再看到你跟她的时候，真正的笑。
因为我现在看到你们开心地在一起，我简直就像疯了，很想发疯，很想发飚，很想大哭，很想要你骂醒我。
一路来我都不是一个很理智的人。
理智的人是你。
现在我怎么办？
我不能理智的面对理智的你。
你可以理智的告诉我我到底因该怎么做？
你可以理智的告诉我，诚实的告诉我，你到底想要怎样？
我莫名其妙的，竟然可以同时生气你，可以同时这么爱你。
你。。知道吗？

13/1

2011-01-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

I love you.

I'm just tired about all this nonsense.

I love you.

3/1

2011-01-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

希望我可以快樂.
希望你也可以快樂, 雖然我肯定你一定快樂. =)
一路以來, 我都是那麼的衝動, 看都不看, 完完全全乖乖巧巧的把頭再向你那兒.
唉.
算了吧.
我心甘情願.
=)
我還是那麼喜歡你.

For Fun =)

2010-12-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

1. Last beverage: Soluble Vitamin C
2. Last phone call: Mummmy
3. Last text message: About a new year party
4. Last song you listened to: Grenade - Bruno Mars
5. Last time you cried: Hah. Few days ago.

Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: Nah.
7. Been cheated on: Feel so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: It's done right? No point regretting.
9. Lost someone special: Yea.
10. Been depressed: Totally.
11. Been drunk and thrown up: Totally.

List 3 favorite colors:
12. Blue
13. White
14. Milky White

This year have you:
15. Made a new friend: Yesssh, too much to count. =)
16. Fallen out of love: Not now.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yea. But most of the time, I am the one making others laugh until they cry.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes. *nods*
19. Found out who your true friends were: Mmhmmm. =)20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yea. Just wished he talks about me as much as I do.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: I always kiss Eunice.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A lot. Ooops. =)
23. How many kids do you want: Three. Heehee.
24. Do you have any pets: Did.
25. Do you want to change your name: Peachiie is fine.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I had the guts to invite someone special. Whee. Had loads of fun.
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.47am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I could have more freedom.
32. What are you listening to right now: Grenade. I play it repeatedly.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Thomas counts? My uncle =)
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: The girl he's with now. Brrrrrrrrr.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. Whats your real name: Bla.
37. Nickname: Peachiie !
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary School: Han Chiang
42. Middle School: PCGHS
43. High school/college: INTI
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Halfway.
46. Height: 166
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yea, a serious one.
48: What do you like about yourself: My stubborn-ness.
49. Piercings: Ears
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or Lefty?: Righty
52. First surgery: nah.
53. First piercing: Just ears.
54. First best friend: Daniel, as I recall.
55. First sport you joined: Swimming.
56. First vacation: Errrrrr, Taiping Zoo? haha.
57. - if you are reading this then you are gay : I'm Not.
58. First pair of trainers: Centuries ago.

Right now:
59. Eating: -
60. Drinking: -
61. I'm about to: sleep.
62. Listening to: Grenade. Told you.
63. Waiting for: This to finish.

Your Future:
64. Want kids: Yep.
65. Get married: Yep.
66. Career: As long as I don't sit in the office 24/7.

Which is better in the opposite sex?
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous. Not that romantic after all.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms !
73. Sensitive or confident: Confident. =)
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, of course.

Have you ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: please.
77. Drank hard liquor: Red wine counts?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yea once, but it reappeared. Phew.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yea. Sorry man.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yea, sorry.
84. Cried when someone died: Yea.

Do you believe in:
86. Yourself: I do.
87. Miracles: Yea, totally.
88. Love at first sight: Not really. He doesn't look appealing though. Hahaha.
89. Heaven: Not really.
90. Santa Claus: Nah.
91. Kiss on the first date: Nah.

Answer truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: Please.
95. Did you sing today?: With my throat and flu? No, thanks.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Never.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: January 2010.
98. The moment you would choose to relive: That day we had near the sun.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I'm chicken sometimes but, No.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Totally not, cause he's not gonna see this.
Hiak Hiak.

28/12

2010-12-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

The last few days of 2010.

A year has passed by so extremely fast.

So fast, too fast to dissolve.

However, I'm somehow looking forward to the beginning of next year.
Probably actually looking forward to the next and last semester of A-Levels.
Looking forward to...
Haih.

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

What IS wrong with me?

25/12

2010-12-25T00:32:00.003+08:00

MERRRRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS ! ! ! =) =) =)

I miss you wei ! :)

Hope you are actually having fun and laughing a lot, like you always do.

Merry Christmas to you.

XOXO

I'll be back.

*P/S; It's christmas wei. I wanna zilian. lol

^^

15/12

2010-12-15T17:53:00.003+08:00

我回來了.

多久沒見到你了? 應該有十天了吧. 通話也沒有. 短訊就那麼幾封.
我不能相信我對你的思念是那麼多,那麼厚, 那麼真實.
倘若思念可以是一件物體, 我希望思念可以是天空. 因為他沒有邊界, 因為他沒有限量, 因為從不缺席我們的每一天.
为什么你就这么容易的，住进我的生命？

我对你毫无戒心。

我从来不知道，原来“需要”是那么一回事。

我从来不知道，原来“重要”是那么一回事。

我从来不知道，有你在的地方，总是那么的鲜艳，那么的又快乐的气氛，尽管笑得再大声也无所谓，因为你比我还大声！哈哈。

你就是那么简单的，容易的，会弄我开心。

我不明白的是，你既然已经有了她，为什么。。。？

我问不下去，因为我自己都搞不清楚我自己到底想说什么。

或许你对你身边的每一个人都那么好，或许你跟我的关系就像你每一次都争着强调的“好兄弟”罢了，或许。。。

可是，你不知道的事，你为我做的每一件事，就算对你来说是完全不重要，不起色的，对我来说都事关重大，太过重要了。

我最近应该是快疯了吧，我去到哪里都会看见你。
我在做什么都会感觉你的存在。
我在煮东西，做面包，洗碗，装水，没有一刻是没有联想到你的。
我讲话的时候，除非我很机警，否则我的话题都是你。连我妹妹都投诉很闷，我还是可以越讲越兴奋，越讲越开心。
我拍的每一张照片都是想着你。
看着天空的时候在想着，你是不是也是同时在凝望着同一片蓝天？

我从来没有那么打从心底的开心过，有你在的时候空气都好像特别清新，特别快活。

我知道我这么做是错的，我知道我这么做完全对任何人都没有帮助。
我知道我很自私，我真的不应该喜欢上你的。
我不应该在他们说我们很配的时候试着适应他们的看法。
我不应该在他们说我们很登对的时候偷偷笑了，不应该在那个时候得意忘形，忘记了你是一个已经有归宿的人，你有一个你很爱的女孩。
我不应该把我的头塞进去，塞进这个没有可能的故事。

我们都知道对方到底在想什么。我们几乎没有沟通的问题。我想我们可以归类为同一个世界的人吧！

我唯一一个不明白的是，你为什么没有阻止我？
你明知道我喜欢你，你为什么还是偏偏把我引了过去？
为什么你不一早公开你们在一起？
为什么你不告诉我？
为什么，我们不能在一起？

因为我可以完完全全的看见我们可能的未来。
真的可以。。。

每一首情歌都让我想起你。
我好想用所有的情歌留着你的心。
我好想要用我所有着您来感动你。
我好想要好好地对待你。
我好想要可以是你生命中重要的一部分。
这个应该不会贪心吧，因为你已经占据了我的人生。

你有在的时候我都会有一种很奇怪的感觉。
我会觉得很有安全感，就算屋子他了下来我都不怕。
就算世界末日来了我也不怕。
我有一点不是很能相信现在的我。
竟然那么着迷，竟然变得那么不重要了，竟然那么疯狂的喜欢上你了。

我一定是疯了。

我想要对你说的话还有很多很多很多很多很多。
我想要跟你一起做的事还有很多很多很多很多很多。

我是真的喜欢你的。
那一张短讯，是认真的。
我是真的喜欢你的。

我很开心可以使你的好兄弟，我也希望在往后的日子可以和你有着要好的关系。
可是我可以不只要当你的好兄弟吗？

我知道不可以，我在问什么废话？
该死。=（

但是我还是不管。
我还是真的喜欢你。
我会在这里等你的。

17/10

2010-10-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday MELISSA!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Yea yea. Happy birthday girl.

Been centuries since I was here.

Did you miss me, bloggie? =)

Super super SUPER nice. Travie!!!!!!! X)

13/9

2010-09-13T17:25:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IT"S COMING IT"S COMING !!!!!!

=) =) =) =) =)

Hey you pretty boy. What's your wish?

<3

25/7

2010-07-25T14:28:00.001+08:00

Of all songs, i LEAST expected this MV to make me cry.

Oh gosh, I love you.

24/7

2010-07-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I will NEVER forget.

I wanna tell you to, Please Stay With Me.

<3 <3 =)

19/7

2010-07-19T17:05:00.002+08:00

Two weeks has already passed by since the Second Semester has started.

And lately I'm SO in love with songs !

this song is like DAMN cute, i so like it, minus the Music Video though.

Plus, i SUPER love this song ! It's my alarm, ngiak ngiaks.

though, again, minus the part where she does that airplane pose.

Aaaaaaaa, the PERFECT song. =) =) =)

How are you? See you soon, darling.

16/6

2010-06-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

SUPER SUPER love BEYONCE !!!! *SHRIEKS WITH EXCITEMENT*

I like the eyes, plus the eyelashes and eyebrows and mascara, and also the part where the mascara comes off when she cries.

she's SO sexy.

16/6

2010-06-16T17:27:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to you, and in case you forgot, you've always been my best friend.

11/6

2010-06-11T11:21:00.002+08:00

WOOOOHOOOOOO. Exams are finally over, though minus the Malaysian Studies.

Loving life A.T.M. plus, Goodbye Pretty Boy.

Hello ADAM LAMBERT! XD

I simply LORVE him. X)

8/5

2010-05-08T21:24:00.003+08:00

WOW WOW WOW. it's AGES since i've last posted.

IT's gonna be a super short one.
People, I'm in Inti A-Levels, so expectedly busy.
And finally, PEOPLE!

I'm officially leaving HIM behind.

With quite a heaevy heart though.

But then, I felt lighter after I started the "leave HIM behind" mission, Level 1: Do not think of funny funny sms-es to send to him, do not go like his facebook status, and subsequently, do not think of him, but at the same time, do not think of not thinking about him. It helps =)

THanks to all my dear friends for their never ending support. =) thanks.

Pretty boy, after one full year, I'm finally leaving you behind. Loved you, and might probly think of you once in a while, but then, mmmhmmm, you'll not be the one lingering in my mind all the time.

Goodbye pretty boy =)

25/3

2010-03-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

SUPER like this cute little boY! ^^

PLUS, enjoying my time in INTI. =)

16/3

2010-03-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

So, everyone is heading to their different paths. NS, college, form 6, matrix, bla bla.
Anthony KoKo said "你是好料的人,去到哪裡都是好料的." rephrased la of course.
But then, what if i'm the NOT so hou liao eh lang?
Really really confused with myself. Ridiculous cause his is my mind, I should be in control, but i don't really think it's doing as i want it to.
I might make up my mind and change it as soon as i get my second choice.
You? Have you decided?

13/3

2010-03-14T01:19:00.000+08:00

just to share ^^ the song which touched me so SO deeply.

19/2

2010-02-19T14:41:00.001+08:00

GIONG HEE HUAT CHYE !!!!!!!! X)

super love visits, super love kids, SUPER LOVE ADAM LAMBERT! super cool mv he has here <3

10/2

2010-02-10T14:48:00.003+08:00

FOUR MORE DAYS TO THE ULTIMATE CHINESE NEW YEAR !! WOOHOO!!!!!!

SO ima be selling stuffs, if i get approved, at The Gallery. =) bring your family and friends and come support me yo! thanks.

the pictures will be up soon. Meanwhile,.. WE"LL GET PINEAPPLE JAM TARTS! made by Peachiie. =)

PEACHIIE!

Glazing.

BAKING!

FRESH FROM THE OVEN !! =)

The satisfaction? 500%.

2/2

2010-02-02T21:16:00.001+08:00

sorry, the thing i like is not the melody, it's the lyrics. oh gosh. it's SO SO romantic. <3

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠
我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶
第几个100天
还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天
也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变
曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口你就躺下来
别说了将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着
第几个100天
越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天
也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵
连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

26/1

2010-01-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

Baby, i know it's hard but then I guess, I'm starting to let you go, cause they say, when you really love a person, you should let go, and they will come back to you. =)

The sky looks like this when I miss you. =)

But, without fail, your smile makes the Sun reappear again and shine its rays on me. ILY