Words

Skylar Grey. Great voice.

"Words"

Always in a rush

Never stay on the phone long enough

Why am I so self-important?

Said I'd see you soon

But that was, oh, maybe a year ago

Didn't know time was of the essence

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Always talking shit

Took your advice and did the opposite

Just being young and stupid

I haven't been all that you could've hoped for

But if you'd held on a little longer

You'd have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words

The longer I stand here

The louder the silence

I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear

Your voice when the wind blows

So I talk to the shadows

Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Never said

I can't take back the words I never said

13/8

FIVE MORE FREAKING DAYS!

To yours truly's birthday :)

Honestly. I don't even think anybody cares.

I don't think anybody even bothers to be with me on that day.

I don't think anybody has sincerely bought me a present.

I don't know.

I'm just, pure weirdness these few days.

Going bonkers?

Totally.

I hate it when I have to make an effort to make people notice me, notice my unsaid desires.

I hate it.

10/8

Happy birthday ZacX, the guy that I've known for centuriesssssss.

Alright, alright. 13 years. Not THAT long and still we don't know each other THAT deeply but still, family friends are important.

Since our birthdays are so close, I always received pressies from you when I was younger.

:)

And I SOOOOO love the fact that there is this big brother who remembers my birthday, year by year.

I won't forget yours as well. *winks*

Gut inflammation - not fun, at all.

Take care peeps (though I think I'm the only *peep* around), gonna be back soon.

xxxx

6/8

这几天你在那个城市 
天气一定晴朗
因为你就是个太阳

有空想念我的话 
就上线来说晚安
让梦里星光灿烂

别再 担心我什么了 
别把我宠坏
只要 你平安回来
就够浪漫

这几天没有你在
当然有些平淡孤单
但我感谢这孤单

让我更加确定你是我缺少的那一半
完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界 会变成怎样
每天看见你笑脸 我就心安
不管外面的世界 想变成怎样
我们还有我们的 小小天堂 
喔 ~

我有你放在心上 
生命就有了重量
风来也不会飘荡

一起看海枯石烂
一起等地老天荒
慢慢爱 不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁
眼睛就可以勇敢
看岁月怎么漫长

就算真海枯石烂
就算已地老天荒
还相爱 就没遗憾
不遗憾


:)

2/8 [2]

Listening to Robbie Williams' Something Stupid.

Gosh, his voice on the telephone sounds so great.

I'm sooooooooo sick. :)

2/8

We will recover.

The worst is over now.

1/8

Happy birthday to Mummy ! :)

I start to realize, or have started to realize yesterday, that the older we grow into, the less and less time we have for mainly ourselves.

Don't you think so?