This feels like writing down daily logs.
Hahahaha, except the fact that I will smile when I remember something that I want to pen down.
I was jogging earlier on today, and was listening, coincidentally, to Macklemore's Thirft Shop.
"What what, what, what.. What what, what, what.." I had to contain myself from bursting out with laughter else I might have drowned the whole park with my roars!
You are just so genuinely cute at times, a lot of times.
And I have finally bought Veet! Partially upon your request, but also partially due to the fact that I really hate my leg hair. Gah. And I swear to you my legs feel SO smooth and bright NOW!
I bought presents for ChinYin darling, got myself a new tube of AGift body scrub, new earbuds, Hazelnut Latte` and a new mindset.
:)
I am going to cherish these moments that will soon be scarce, cause you're moving out and I'll still be miserably - not completely though - stranded in campus accomodation.
I will miss you, don't you worry!
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Saturday, August 24, 2013
24/8
This will be my 385th blog post! 5 more posts then I will arrive at 390, 15 more then it will be 400! :D
I just had my 21st birthday party and due to lack of time and being a bit lazy, the pictures are still in the CD! But no worries, once I upload them into the laptop, they will be here :)
To the very special person that keeps my blog URL as one of his very few bookmarks on Google Chrome, thank you for your support :P Well, not that you always come around to read - especially after I have just spotted the bookmark and exclaimed that I have not been posting for quite some time - it still feels great to know that somewhere, you still have a loyal reader.
I think this must be what they call, love.
Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
but now, i'd prefer to think that what will be yours, will eventually be yours, someday.
If you realize, I'm actually trying to be a girl, so that it'd be YOU chasing me, instead of the other way round, like what I've been doing for a rather long time.
If you say that you'd be a girl the next life, and that you'd chase after me, I accept the idea.
I might consider you.
*smirk* :P
I love you. :)
I just had my 21st birthday party and due to lack of time and being a bit lazy, the pictures are still in the CD! But no worries, once I upload them into the laptop, they will be here :)
To the very special person that keeps my blog URL as one of his very few bookmarks on Google Chrome, thank you for your support :P Well, not that you always come around to read - especially after I have just spotted the bookmark and exclaimed that I have not been posting for quite some time - it still feels great to know that somewhere, you still have a loyal reader.
I think this must be what they call, love.
Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
but now, i'd prefer to think that what will be yours, will eventually be yours, someday.
If you realize, I'm actually trying to be a girl, so that it'd be YOU chasing me, instead of the other way round, like what I've been doing for a rather long time.
If you say that you'd be a girl the next life, and that you'd chase after me, I accept the idea.
I might consider you.
*smirk* :P
I love you. :)
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
13/8
Clock is ticking, days are speeding. My 21st is coming so soon!
So soon that it is slowly intimidating my feelings.
There are so many things jumbled up; so many things undone, of course of different priority levels.
Including the darned feelings.
You lay your head across my lap yesterday.
It did not bring me any heart-racing feeling.
Maybe I have started to become hostile? Or maybe just becoming used to your false interpretations? Or starting to develop immunity towards you and my own feelings?
I am bloody confused. Bloody confused!
So soon that it is slowly intimidating my feelings.
There are so many things jumbled up; so many things undone, of course of different priority levels.
Including the darned feelings.
You lay your head across my lap yesterday.
It did not bring me any heart-racing feeling.
Maybe I have started to become hostile? Or maybe just becoming used to your false interpretations? Or starting to develop immunity towards you and my own feelings?
I am bloody confused. Bloody confused!
Monday, August 5, 2013
5/8
I cut my hair, after more than 6 months.
This year, I cut my hair before you went official with her.
And now, I cut my hair again, after you ended it with her.
My life is still revolving around you, weirdly.
Normally, if I were some normal kind of person, I should have darn gotten over you earlier on.
I hate to question whether this is true.
Cause I will kill myself if the answer is "No".
Nothing much basically, just that maybe my mood is slightly off today.
Why should I let your remark spoil my day anyway?
Sometimes it just feels like you don't really give a fuck anyway.
God damn it.
Shikes.
This year, I cut my hair before you went official with her.
And now, I cut my hair again, after you ended it with her.
My life is still revolving around you, weirdly.
Normally, if I were some normal kind of person, I should have darn gotten over you earlier on.
I hate to question whether this is true.
Cause I will kill myself if the answer is "No".
Nothing much basically, just that maybe my mood is slightly off today.
Why should I let your remark spoil my day anyway?
Sometimes it just feels like you don't really give a fuck anyway.
God damn it.
Shikes.
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
31/7
I have no idea why I am here.
Probably because I'm lost?
Lost around here, in the heart and soul.
Why do you always have to apparently give yourself a hard time?
It's like, you know that I will be anxious if you're unhappy; so are you trying to hint that you're unhappy or what?
You say girls are hard to understand; I say at least girls will open up at last.
Probably because I'm lost?
Lost around here, in the heart and soul.
Why do you always have to apparently give yourself a hard time?
It's like, you know that I will be anxious if you're unhappy; so are you trying to hint that you're unhappy or what?
You say girls are hard to understand; I say at least girls will open up at last.
Friday, July 26, 2013
26/7
I should have brought you flowers, and held your hands; give you all my hours, when I had the chance.
It always sucks when a relationship does not work out in the end.
Shikes.
It always sucks when a relationship does not work out in the end.
Shikes.
Monday, July 22, 2013
22/7
Happy birthday, to the very lucky girl that I do not know in person.
You ought to cherish what he has to give you - happiness, love, stability and security.
These few days I am slowly transforming, and I wish in the next few days I will begin a new phase in my life emotionally and spiritually.
And until then, I am still practicing how to tell myself to full-heartedly say goodbye and bon voyage to you AND accept you being with her.
Goodbye.
You ought to cherish what he has to give you - happiness, love, stability and security.
These few days I am slowly transforming, and I wish in the next few days I will begin a new phase in my life emotionally and spiritually.
And until then, I am still practicing how to tell myself to full-heartedly say goodbye and bon voyage to you AND accept you being with her.
Goodbye.
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