26/3

tomorrow is SEETENG'S birthday ~!!!!!! hAPpiE buRfdAE AlExSis. XD

ARrhRHhh~~~~ im actually totally absolutely WORN OUT today. i keep "pengsan"-ing on singyee's hand. hahhax.. n singyee. u bad girly hiak hiak hiak hiak---

so this morning actually started abnormally. ah mei was sick n absent for skool.normally, NORMALLY whn i woke up it'll only b ME n MY MUM @ home. n thn my mum will take me to skool. but today. one extra person. ^_^ ah mei is lk so kolian. no voice. aikx. tht is torturing. hope she gets well soon though. ^^

n thn i got to drag myself to skool again. arh MUNDANE. altho none of us like WWY but honestly his mastering on VOCABULARY is actually ' thumbs-up'. ewww i hate to say that. x.X

lol kasvini kasvini. aikx. i hate to admit but i really mistook you for our chinese teacher. im lk so so sorry.

today. i worked on our bulletin board. MY bulletin board =P from red, it shed to bcm BLUE. cool right? u knw y?? bcz i actuali put the background as blue, black, blue, black etc. n thn during CNY i put an extra layer of RED on top of d blue. hahhax... clever lei?? alamak. ZILIAN. hhahax..

huayue got particularly boring whn lai sheng came in. eik ming.. aikx she's GREAT. extremely great pianist and musician n conductor n mentor. n centre of self-motivation. made me actually feel nt so BElittled alrd. haih. im starting to actually bcm OBSESSED with huayue. 三十里铺！LMAO

thn BIO (unxpectedly) was BORING ! lol i nvr had a boring BIO lesson. probably it was after i wrestles with those drums. hahhax.. right eunice? xD

GERRRRRRRRRRRRRR i reali hate her face. great minds think alike, singyee. xD

so i have to set off for another 2 days at huayue n then PERFORMANCE is on SATURDAY !!!!! 29/3 . PINGHWA ppl. kindly come support us. RM3 per ticket. cheap cheap ma. XD

k larr..g2g d. buhByIie.

22/3

happy birthday to my darling TAN WAN ~ XD

countdown :one more day to TEOWCHEW association competition.
: 7 more days to pcghsco concert.
: 7 more days to earth hour "TURN OUT THE LIGHTS" programme. rmb to TURN OUT yours ^^
: 8 more days to cute szeyun's birthday.
: 148 days to..... MY BIRTHDAY! =D
and s omany more.

today, i'd like to share with u guys a very special song.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

to that special guy. no matter what happens. you're still here -- in my heart. although i know..we're nt meant fr each other. i know you'll never like me but I .. never stopped liking you.

20/3

今天是公共假期， 但还是很累。 今天一整天都在困扰， 想这个想那个。
今天，跟帅哥去看电影。。不要乱想， 是我老爸！ XD 老爸真的很out， 连戏票多少钱都不知道。 但是不能怪他啦， 整天忙着工作， 连周星驰最新的电影也不知道是什么名字。 =D

所以， 今天算是满充实的。假期。。其实一天做得了很多东西， 却又好像什么都做不了。
哇。。我这个人好奇怪耶！ 哈哈哈哈。。。
哎呀。。刚刚明明有很多东西要写的。。想着想着又忘了。

16/3

one more week to the TEOWCHEW association competition.

one more day to SCHOOL REOPEN.

one more day to another torturing HUAYUE practice.

ONE MORE DAY to homeowrk torment.

ARHHHHHH~~~~~

BUT

it's ONE MORE DAY to go right?

soo...maybe i could still have fun TODAY.

i got my hair cut. this time, UNEXPECTEDLY im nt exactly mad @ the hairdresser auntie.

LMAO

knw y? cz i succeeded in keeping my LONG sides. ^^

n thn .. AS EXPECTED i saw him again. lol he's still here. in my BRAIN. in my HEAD. lol maybe that was wat Kylie Minogue said. "CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD" hahhahha..hw long was that song dated???? rofl

omg..HOMEWORK. i still have a "mountain" of homwrk.

today when i was in the saloon, i read in a magazine abt wat to do wif ur ex. hahhahhax.. thr were quite a few options.

1st. be friends with him/ her.
2nd. forget that person and begin a new life.
3rd. hate him/her till whenever. forever. like "sonnet 18" hahhahax....
4th. talk abt his/her bad wherever you go.
5th. curse him/her at all times.
6th. kill him/her.
7th....
8th..
.....
.....

LOL n d list goes on. i chose 3,4,5. cz tht "person" is certainly...a JERK. go to hell. don't think ALL the girls in this world is gonna fall for you bcz of ur poor talents in modifying lyrics or fluttering. YUCKS.

i was like. INCREDIBLY STUPID to even believe you would change! did you? did you NOT stop me from getting close with other guys? did you not ALWAYS question why i do every action? DID YOU? did you NOT always doubt me? did you EVER believe and trust me? DID YOU?!
f*uck you.

GGGGGGRRRRRRRRR~ guys, im SO SO sorry that i never heard your advices. i SHOULD have known that he is THIS GROSS.i cross my heart n solemnly swear i would never be that naive again. friends, im so so sorry for ignoring all ur thoughts. i really really, really thought i could change him.

and now. i would be so so SO SO happy if i could stop HER from falling deeper. sigh~ i know, whatever i do or say or express would be WORTHLESS n USELESS. but LISTEN. YOU MUST STOP YOURSELF.

x.X

see la see la..suddenly so bad mood liao. ggggrrrrrrrr

13/3 (2)

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人 欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块 就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快 有一句感慨 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

this song is BEAUTIFUL. it made me cry.

I LOVE YOU~~ 曹格`

13/3 (2)

13/3

lol

so many days din blog already..

anybody miss me??!! OK. i know. "NO~~"
hahhahax..
haihhhxx

skool is reopening AGAIN n huayue AGAIN 2moro..hw m i gonna go over this kind of TORTURE

OMG~
T.T

now..my hmwrk. LMAO i din accomplish even ONE. even 1
die die die die!

so 2moro...going to see anthony's face again n laugh lk mad.

APE SHALL NOT KILL APE-
XD

#*~QI~*#

10/3

the day din turn out to be AS BAD as i expected it to be ytd.

nice job jiahui n wanyee..abandoned me.
X.X GGRRRRRRRRRRR

so as usual..laisheng tried to brk tht pity little skinny stick again but failed.

n attendance was...poor. just assume half of d whole orchestra was absent. some with reasons some without.

honestly i nvr tot i wud put orchestra in my mind at THIS perspective before.
i owlaz bore in mind tht it's NOT "THAT" important.

but this chged. n i duno y. mayb my juniors wil think lk me. hahhaax..

haPAPiE hoLIDAys~~~~~~ mwARHX

#*~QI~*#

9/3

election days..

my sister n i n my dad went for ar tui mee sua near sg. png
n then..we go into tht school n waited for dad to do his duty as a citizen.

COOL

n thn. DAP won like crazy man!

LMAO

election topic still very hangat up till today
n thn whn i think abt 2mr..

TT.TT

GOT HUAYUE PRACTISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9-4 pm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO DIE.

X.X