Tuesday, December 28, 2010

For Fun =)

1. Last beverage: Soluble Vitamin C
2. Last phone call: Mummmy
3. Last text message: About a new year party
4. Last song you listened to: Grenade - Bruno Mars
5. Last time you cried: Hah. Few days ago.

Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: Nah.
7. Been cheated on: Feel so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: It's done right? No point regretting.
9. Lost someone special: Yea.
10. Been depressed: Totally.
11. Been drunk and thrown up: Totally.

List 3 favorite colors:
12. Blue
13. White
14. Milky White

This year have you:
15. Made a new friend: Yesssh, too much to count. =)
16. Fallen out of love: Not now.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yea. But most of the time, I am the one making others laugh until they cry.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes. *nods*
19. Found out who your true friends were: Mmhmmm. =)20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yea. Just wished he talks about me as much as I do.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: I always kiss Eunice.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A lot. Ooops. =)
23. How many kids do you want: Three. Heehee.
24. Do you have any pets: Did.
25. Do you want to change your name: Peachiie is fine.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I had the guts to invite someone special. Whee. Had loads of fun.
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.47am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I could have more freedom.
32. What are you listening to right now: Grenade. I play it repeatedly.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Thomas counts? My uncle =)
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: The girl he's with now. Brrrrrrrrr.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. Whats your real name: Bla.
37. Nickname: Peachiie !
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary School: Han Chiang
42. Middle School: PCGHS
43. High school/college: INTI
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Halfway.
46. Height: 166
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yea, a serious one.
48: What do you like about yourself: My stubborn-ness.
49. Piercings: Ears
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or Lefty?: Righty
52. First surgery: nah.
53. First piercing: Just ears.
54. First best friend: Daniel, as I recall.
55. First sport you joined: Swimming.
56. First vacation: Errrrrr, Taiping Zoo? haha.
57. - if you are reading this then you are gay : I'm Not.
58. First pair of trainers: Centuries ago.

Right now:
59. Eating: -
60. Drinking: -
61. I'm about to: sleep.
62. Listening to: Grenade. Told you.
63. Waiting for: This to finish.

Your Future:
64. Want kids: Yep.
65. Get married: Yep.
66. Career: As long as I don't sit in the office 24/7.

Which is better in the opposite sex?
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous. Not that romantic after all.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms !
73. Sensitive or confident: Confident. =)
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, of course.

Have you ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: please.
77. Drank hard liquor: Red wine counts?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yea once, but it reappeared. Phew.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yea. Sorry man.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yea, sorry.
84. Cried when someone died: Yea.

Do you believe in:
86. Yourself: I do.
87. Miracles: Yea, totally.
88. Love at first sight: Not really. He doesn't look appealing though. Hahaha.
89. Heaven: Not really.
90. Santa Claus: Nah.
91. Kiss on the first date: Nah.

Answer truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: Please.
95. Did you sing today?: With my throat and flu? No, thanks.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Never.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: January 2010.
98. The moment you would choose to relive: That day we had near the sun.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I'm chicken sometimes but, No.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Totally not, cause he's not gonna see this.
Hiak Hiak.

28/12

The last few days of 2010.

A year has passed by so extremely fast.

So fast, too fast to dissolve.

However, I'm somehow looking forward to the beginning of next year.
Probably actually looking forward to the next and last semester of A-Levels.
Looking forward to...
Haih.

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

What IS wrong with me?

Saturday, December 25, 2010

25/12

MERRRRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS ! ! ! =) =) =)





I miss you wei ! :)





Hope you are actually having fun and laughing a lot, like you always do.





Merry Christmas to you.





XOXO





I'll be back.




*P/S; It's christmas wei. I wanna zilian. lol

^^

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

15/12

我回來了.

多久沒見到你了? 應該有十天了吧. 通話也沒有. 短訊就那麼幾封.
我不能相信我對你的思念是那麼多,那麼厚, 那麼真實.
倘若思念可以是一件物體, 我希望思念可以是天空. 因為他沒有邊界, 因為他沒有限量, 因為從不缺席我們的每一天.
为什么你就这么容易的,住进我的生命?

我对你毫无戒心。

我从来不知道,原来“需要”是那么一回事。

我从来不知道,原来“重要”是那么一回事。

我从来不知道,有你在的地方,总是那么的鲜艳,那么的又快乐的气氛,尽管笑得再大声也无所谓,因为你比我还大声!哈哈。



你就是那么简单的,容易的,会弄我开心。



我不明白的是,你既然已经有了她,为什么。。。?

我问不下去,因为我自己都搞不清楚我自己到底想说什么。

或许你对你身边的每一个人都那么好,或许你跟我的关系就像你每一次都争着强调的“好兄弟”罢了,或许。。。

可是,你不知道的事,你为我做的每一件事,就算对你来说是完全不重要,不起色的,对我来说都事关重大,太过重要了。

我最近应该是快疯了吧,我去到哪里都会看见你。
我在做什么都会感觉你的存在。
我在煮东西,做面包,洗碗,装水,没有一刻是没有联想到你的。
我讲话的时候,除非我很机警,否则我的话题都是你。连我妹妹都投诉很闷,我还是可以越讲越兴奋,越讲越开心。
我拍的每一张照片都是想着你。
看着天空的时候在想着,你是不是也是同时在凝望着同一片蓝天?

我从来没有那么打从心底的开心过,有你在的时候空气都好像特别清新,特别快活。

我知道我这么做是错的,我知道我这么做完全对任何人都没有帮助。
我知道我很自私,我真的不应该喜欢上你的。
我不应该在他们说我们很配的时候试着适应他们的看法。
我不应该在他们说我们很登对的时候偷偷笑了,不应该在那个时候得意忘形,忘记了你是一个已经有归宿的人,你有一个你很爱的女孩。
我不应该把我的头塞进去,塞进这个没有可能的故事。

我们都知道对方到底在想什么。我们几乎没有沟通的问题。我想我们可以归类为同一个世界的人吧!

我唯一一个不明白的是,你为什么没有阻止我?
你明知道我喜欢你,你为什么还是偏偏把我引了过去?
为什么你不一早公开你们在一起?
为什么你不告诉我?
为什么,我们不能在一起?

因为我可以完完全全的看见我们可能的未来。
真的可以。。。

每一首情歌都让我想起你。
我好想用所有的情歌留着你的心。
我好想要用我所有着您来感动你。
我好想要好好地对待你。
我好想要可以是你生命中重要的一部分。
这个应该不会贪心吧,因为你已经占据了我的人生。

你有在的时候我都会有一种很奇怪的感觉。
我会觉得很有安全感,就算屋子他了下来我都不怕。
就算世界末日来了我也不怕。
我有一点不是很能相信现在的我。
竟然那么着迷,竟然变得那么不重要了,竟然那么疯狂的喜欢上你了。

我一定是疯了。

我想要对你说的话还有很多很多很多很多很多。
我想要跟你一起做的事还有很多很多很多很多很多。

我是真的喜欢你的。
那一张短讯,是认真的。
我是真的喜欢你的。

我很开心可以使你的好兄弟,我也希望在往后的日子可以和你有着要好的关系。
可是我可以不只要当你的好兄弟吗?

我知道不可以,我在问什么废话?
该死。=(

但是我还是不管。
我还是真的喜欢你。
我会在这里等你的。