12/1

It rained like shit yesterday.

And I also cried like shit in the cinema.

Cool movie it is, The Last Tycoon by Director Wang Jing.

Seriously cool action scenes, typical Chinese.

It was 1913 in China and two lovebirds were brutally separated by fate.

I still have the goosebumps when I think back.

1930s, they met again in Shanghai, where the guy is in charge- he's the big boss.

By then the girl was already married to another guy.

And their fate just twisted.

1940s, the Japs invade. Ugly things happened.

Super sad love story.

I seriously did not know I would cry like shit.

11/1

骂你是为你好啊。

衰仔。

:P

10/1

Sometimes I wonder whether you taunt me to believe some things;

or am I just believing that you are taunting me when you might not be?

Confusion.

6/1

Some people want diamond rings,

Some just want everything;

But everything is nothing,

If I ain't got you.

:(

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A stroll in the morning helped me realize a lot of things.

I can't help but wonder what does it feel like to you?

I've always been murdered - again and again, however in the end I will still leave chances for you.

Though unintentionally.

Why is it so hard?

5/1

January just ran in like a lost child.

Probably the best feeling to have is to feel nothing.

Nothingness is were you can roam wild, free.

Nothingness is just that cool, that awesome.

I feel - nothing.