Friday, March 27, 2015

The Trip

I guess sometimes people have to grow up, the hard way.

Traveling alone - I did it. It's not entirely difficult, physically, but it held a certain level of difficulty, emotionally.
If you're traveling and meeting someone, I bet it'd be a great feeling, anticipation and excitement at once.
I really don't mind going all out just to see you and spend time with you.

I'm using 'you' because I know you'll be seeing this post, sooner or later.

I just want to remind you that I really love you. And nothing could pain me as much as the truth that you finally told.
Of course I'm relieved that you let your thoughts out; I know how toxic it can be to your heart if you keep everything inside. Thank you for trusting me.
I awoke in the middle of the night, not knowing what to do but shed tears. You looked so at peace and I just really didn't want to spoil that.
I felt that you were shying away from me gradually recently but i didn't want to stick long to that thought. Cause i know that you loved me still. Or not?
Of all things that humans need to live, I need you. I am certain that you are the source of happiness.
I am not in the position to ask you to stay, but if you would, it would certainly be wonderful. And i would be ever thankful.

You are a big part of my life. I love you.