29/11

Hey there folks.

Happy thanksgiving, no?

I don't know, there is something gloomy in the air. Yourstruly is having red eyes, probably from excessive reading.

Yourstruly misses someone, someone who went home. :P

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How long will I love you?

As long as stars are above you, and longer if I can.

How long will I need you?

As long as the seasons need to follow their plans.

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ILY, IMY.

27/11 || 28/11

I kept mixing up the date. Gah 26/11 see? 27/11.

Today is a .. tiring day?

I have no words to properly describe today. I think the toll of being a final year student has just kicked me in the arse.

The thoughts are beginning to haunt me
- your final FINAL examinations
- the sudden rush of assignments, projects and
- THE FINAL YEAR PROJECT
- time is jogging comfortably, luring to you to believe that you still HAVE time

What am I to do after 7 months?

I don't want to think about it yet.

Like what I said to you just now, I really wanted the time to freeze at that moment. Yes, it's a stupid and immature thought. I know.

Don't look down on yourself, everybody has potential.

I'm betting on your potential.

:)

P/S: Crossed over to the 28th.

26/11

I am hereby deleting whatever happened earlier this afternoon.

All that disappearing, all those harsh words. They're going to somewhere far far away.

As long as we work together, we're gonna be fine, aite?

:)

ILY.

25/11

For now I'm just putting a lot of faith, and I pray that perseverance (which I don't normally have) will pay off in the close future.

ILY, IMY.

24/11

Recovered from a sudden fever.

Great to have somebody there to give you a massage, let you lie on his chest, and say nothing.

Alright, sore throat is still lingering around. Damn.

But I know I will be better in no time! Still a lot of work to be done, can't afford to fall sick now.

:)

Because taking a selfie with your webcam is not mainstream? :B

23/11

Yupsie today is a new day! :) Have nothing much to say now, probably I'll continue in the evening.

Right now am currently in the lab, working on the FYP. It's not that bad here.

Quiet place, enough lights - from the bulbs and the windows, and GOOD WIFI signal. And some bacteria to talk to.

Not bad indeed. ;)

Yourstruly in the lab. :)

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Okay, it's 1.13pm. Still am at the lab though. It's getting a bit little too comfy to leave. At least I have Wi-Fi here! And windows.

I better get back to work.

A few assignments, group work, more exams coming up soon.

Meh.

Imissyoumuch.

22/11

Tday is 22/11/13. Patiently waiting for 11/12/13, for no obvious reason. Haha.

There is just so much positive feelings surging in these few days that I am, abnormally, dismissing the other negative thoughts and people. Perhaps this is the start of a new "me".

:)

I would not say that I'm the most optimistic person around that you can find; I just need somebody else that can always remind me that everything is alright.

Perhaps I'm a person who needs a lot of reassurance?

At times, there are words that I would want to say but then I will just keep quiet cause I don't want to murder the ambient environment encircling us.

Hence, I was more than relieved, or even glad, that you spitted out a truth yesternight. As I have mentioned previously, I would prefer that we'll be truthful to each other, and also to everyone, instead of feelings bashful to say things that you think will not make any differences.

For the first time, I fell entirely at peace and blissful.

Thank you for coming into my life.

Thanking your parents too! :D

19/11

First time posting from UBUNTU.

Friend said I am different recently.

I am rather much annoyed by the way people behave, especially when they say things that they don't know are not true.

Sometimes you just feel too ignorant to correct them, I mean like, why bother when they won't even take in whatever you say?

Utmost disappointment.

18/11

Again, another early-day post!

I have just come back from breakfast at the caf`e.

I am happy with what I have now.

And "us", is all that really matters. :)

17/11

It is a very rare occasion to see me writing a blog post early in the day - exactly 10.26 a.m. on a Sunday morning.

I just hope that all the minor disputes that has been encircling me this recent past will resolve A.S.A.P. as the anxiety is killing me.

After watching Aashiqui last night, I have realized that if in a relationship, one party is quietly embracing all the heartache and pain, things will only get worse.

That was exactly what I was trying to convey to you:

Don't just let everything happen in your head, I have opted to be  part of your life so, let me participate in your life.

ILY.

16/11

You took my breath away. *gasps*

*smiles*

Seriously, probably one of the best things that has happened in my life - you.

Sometimes, all I need is just someone to tell me that everything is going to be fine. And you always do it right.

Thank you, love.

Probably I might not be the best girl around (cause I can't really do much girly stuff) but I will always be at my best when it concerns us.

Cheers to our still very long journey, IMY.

:)

13/11

Can't believe, still can't believe, that it is already mid-November!

Most of the friends that used to be out and alive - active - in Blogger has diminished real fast. I don't even really remember why I initially wanted to blog? Probably it is because I wanted to fit in to the trend? Because at that time all a lot of people around me have their own blogs and it seemed quite cool.

Now I come to think of it, I thank God that I had a blog to keep me sane.

I have the wildest of thoughts and they can be very far apart from each other, always translocating.

A lot has happened recently but all I wish to say is that things have changed for the better.

I have finally found that someone that will peel my prawns for me and tell me, really tell me, that things will be just fine and that I shouldn't worry too much. And I'm much happier now.

So, to that someone:

【白頭偕老的七個必經階段】

每個人的婚姻都與眾不同，但又遵循相似的軌跡。國外婚戀專家認為，長久的婚姻一般都會經歷7個階段，每個階段都會遇到不同的問題或困難，學會正確面對，能幫助夫妻擁有幸福美滿的婚姻，攜手走向白頭。

階段一：激情期。

主要指新婚期，夫妻二人如膠似漆，婚姻充滿了興奮、性趣和親暱。這個階段一般持續到婚後1年，愛情是生活的重心。

忠告：婚姻是人生的一個轉折，婚後要學會樹立兩人的觀念，凡事少想“我”，多想“我們”。要利用這個和諧階段，培養共同的生活習慣。

階段二：磨合期。

失望和衝突成了這個階段的主題。你們開始發現對方並不完美，也有很多你受不了的缺點和不足，你們開始就某件小事爭論，甚至開始懷疑自己的選擇。這個階段一般在婚後1—2年時出現。

忠告：這是非常重要的時期，處理好了，會為將來的長久廝守打下基礎。要打破對婚姻不切實際的幻想，注意換位思考，不要費盡心思改變對方，尊重更重要。

階段三：叛逆期。

你們經常吵架，一方甚至產生外遇的傾向，導致你們對彼此的忠誠產生懷疑。這個階段大多會持續數年，一般在結婚3—7年後出現。

忠告：千萬不要輕易有外遇，即使出現問題，也不能輕言放棄婚姻，互相尊重和理解，一定能走過困難時期。

階段四：合作期。

有了孩子後，你們為了家庭不懈努力，事業蒸蒸日上，共同創造著美好的未來。這個時期多在結婚5年後到來。

忠告：上有老，下有小，會讓你們每天都忙得不可開交，偶爾重溫浪漫情懷，大膽地對他(她)說“愛”，你們將成為令人羨慕的幸福伴侶。

階段五：重組期。

孩子長大了，家庭基礎穩定，愛情開始轉化為親情，你們之間多了一些謙讓，少了一些爭吵。此時，你們已經共同走過了15年的歲月。

忠告：上一階段的忙碌讓你們的身體變得不那麼靈活了，此時健康開始提上日程，兩人一起運動，一起做家務、一起度假，會讓婚姻生活變得更充實。

階段六：危機期。

中年危機到來，你們可能經歷人生的一些重大變故，例如一方父母出現重大疾病甚至離世，事業上也可能遭遇瓶頸，很多不幸的事衝擊著整個家庭。這個階段可能在結婚20年後出現。

忠告：壓力不言而喻，兩個人要學會共同面對，互相支持安慰，只要度過這個時期，你們將永遠不離不棄。

階段七：完美期。

婚姻的建設階段已結束，你們已經完全了解對方，希望對方與自己一起安享晚年。此時你們至少一起走過了25個春秋。

:)

6/11

The last time I posted was so long ago - 19/10/2013.

Quite a lot has happened since then, mostly happy things. :)

I still can't believe that I'm actually so lucky to be able to wake up to just read a simple good morning message from someone special and to be nagged to go sleep earlier by the same person.

Bliss, this must be.

Within these short few days, I have heard so many stories, understood and accepted new ways of thinking and how to accept the outside world.

1. To acknowledge - the starting step of every thing you may encounter. Avoiding is the worst choice to get through a problem. No matter how much you hate it, you have to "acknowledge" it. Hating doesn't mean you should ignore it. Acknowledge it.
   
2. To accept - After you understand what the hell is going on, accept it. Solving or being unable to solve the problem is a different context.
   
3. To let go - The last and most difficult step, no doubt. After you let go, there is nothing else that will be able to mess up with your feelings, your emotions. The reason why so many people are living miserable lives is because they haven't learnt how to let go.

I'm no expert of life, nor do I think I will become one soon. I'm still young. But the people I grew up to know are getting older and they do not show me that they are happy with life. This is why I had to dive into this depth to find ways to persuade myself and then, them, to learn to become happier people.

I thank God that this guy is here with me now. For thin and for thick, thank you.

ILY.

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