17/10

imagine
it's alrd 17th n
im still in chaos !
hhahahhahaaa

i don't know but it's like a sudden downfall in my life
i feel
GREY

is it the absence of you in my life that makes me feel this way ?

well
i tried to tell myself to stop depending on you
cause you make me go like ... SAHAM ! X(

but
nah it DOESN"T work. XD

neeways,
sy's birthday is coming up n NAH she wun b free to read this post =)
thinking wat to get for her hmmmmm

ive been thinking a lot lately
AND AND i watched twilight's OFFICIAL new trailer AGN last nite
hahhahahhahaa

EDWARD YOU'RE DAMM HOT

=)

lol
honestly you DO look cute in the student photo hhahahahhaha

but u're still
my star =)

ily. ^^

people. get your butts of this chair.
go stick your eyes to books. bye =)

5/10

WE ROCK

han chiang guys WE ROCK =)
kimmmy firstly i wana say sorry.
err i was kinda busy until i ALMOST 4got abt the date we have. hahhaha
the whole thing started out great.
jane got the laptop, the wecam, the mic
i had the modem the line
BUT
then..we Couldn't connect the line to jane's laptop.
asked pro. jazz to help n thn pro. yzc to help
but still
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh

thn
BO HUAT
had to use the old style.
COMPUTER X(
so we unplugged the cable, replug the cable to the com
BUT (agn)
gahhhhhhhhh
the computer is SO laggy =.=
sorry didn't actually give you something that's THAT good.
gahhhhhhhhhh
me bad

neeways.
jz tuh tell you.
we ALL miss you ^^
BFFL ~

n dennis. i actually feel bad. the push was errrrrrr an involuntary action XD
n anyone who has photos plz send them to me asap ! XD

############################################################

aaaaaaaa
okiie so long din post abt you liao
hhahaaaha
aikx
you
became quiet
or is it because our distance has became further apart?
i'm so scared
scared of the one day
when you will totally forget me
when you will totally ditch me out of your life.

sigh *
why
sometimes i think
would it be better if i've NEVER known you ?
would it be better if you've never appeared in my life?

but WAIT !
if that happened!
gahhhh
then i'll have nothing to hold on !
X.X
goshhh
i guess you really put a curse on me

i don't know for suree but i really think that you're somehow driving me nuts
or at least HALF- nuts
oo
at least it feels good to be driven NUTS by you

hahhhahaha
sometimes i feel
that what we think is't really what we think
but actually what we think what we're thinking
you get the idea?
like
errrrrrrrrrrrr
nope. you have to figure it out yourself nyahahhahahaha

i'm sitting here staring at my keyboard.
thinking of you.
thinking of the POssibilities
n IMpossibilities
aikx
seems like the IM outnumber the PO always

aaaaaaaaaa
just.
i love you =)
remember
i'll be always here if you ever need me