This is BAD.
I know I'm not supposed to like you, cause I just don't have a chance.
I feel like I'm a very weird person. Unfaithful?
It's like not long ago I'm still struggling to get over him and dying to get him out of mind, though very, very reluctantly.
And now? I feel like such a failure.
It's like I simply shifted to your side cause I can no longer take the feeling of shame and frustration from him anymore.
It's like I'm trying to find myself an easier way out.
I suck.
But I really, really like you.
What should I do?
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