31/10

Last day of October. HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! =))

Quite occupied nowadays. =((

Exams, reports, assignments, forum. Gahhhhhhhh.

29/10

MAJOR ! I have NEW SPECS ! =)))

Money well spent, I guess. =)

Paradise.

Finally it's 12midnight !

Inilah paling awesome punya song. <3

PARADISE

When she was just a girl 
She expected the world 
But it flew away from her reach so 
She ran away in her sleep 
And dreamed of 
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise 
Every time she closed her eyes 

When she was just a girl 
She expected the world 
But it flew away from her reach 
And the bullets catch in her teeth 
Life goes on, it gets so heavy 
The wheel breaks the butterfly 
Every tear a waterfall 
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes 
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/coldplay/paradise_20980626.html ] 
And dreams of 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh 
She'd dream of 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh 

La-la-la-la-la-la-la 
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la 
And so lying underneath those stormy skies 
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise" 

This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

27/10

Can't believe it's already the 27th and I feel I still haven't accomplished much.

Somehow, I'm already giving up on us. Okayyyy, giving up on you. =(

21/10

Gahhhhh. Missed out 20/10 !

According to some old bloke from the U of S, TODAY is doom's day.

Just so you know, ILY !

<3

19/10

Second post of the day.

Now that a lot of things are swarming towards, I feel contented.

19/10

It's 2 a.m. and I'm awake, AND blogging. What the? Something is wrong.

Listened to 丁当's 亲人. Damn touching. Love the lyrics. Makes me cry a little everytime I hear the melody and think back about the story and imagine, start to wildly imagine my 

任光曦. <3

別打開 禮物的緞帶
最初充滿期待 最後都腐敗
別打開 午夜的電臺
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛 並沒有教給我生存
只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛 讓我們變成陌生人
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我 只要抱著我
不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘
做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人 誰的某某某

就算我 全身濕透透
我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走
如果我 還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛 並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛 連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我 只要抱著我
不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱著我
不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄
我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走如果我 還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛 並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛 連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我 只要抱著我
不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱著我
不要愛我 做我的親人
把手借我 一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

You're so far away. So far away that I have to tiptoe to try to reach you, only try.

Avete preso il mio cuore, quella notte.

17/10

When you try your best but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want but not what you need.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.

Stuck in reverse.

Lights will guide you home.

And ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down below.

When you're too in love to let it go.

But if you never try you'll never know.

Just what you're worth.

I will try, to fix you.

<3

16/10

I know that somehow I mean nothing to you

But 

Deep down

I'm starting to build you into something so big I can't even imagine

What if I were to hope too much and disappoint myself over poor judgement again?

Will I have anything to hold on to?

This is so awesome. Imagine.

I mean like, for Heaven's sake. Help others in need.

14/10

Back home, a day in advance, cause I had acute gastritis.

Somehow I am grateful that I did not go overseas. Now I can always come home whenever I need to.

=)

Contented.

I guess that's what we all have to learn to be.

10/10

When the world turns its back against you, what have you to hold on to?

I don't have anything.

有座巨大的停了的时钟 倾倒在赶路的途中 挡我 向前走

有只黑色的老鹰在俯冲 叼走了你送的承诺 回头 冷冷看我

有阵将眼泪扫落的狂风 掀起了隐藏的疼痛 把我 变赤裸

我为蔓延的回忆除草了 心中却长出盛开的 寂寞 原来是梦

有些伤痕像场大火 把心烧焦难以复活

不碰了好像忘了 恐惧却在脑海住着

重复卡在一个 重要的时刻 不自觉就会退缩

连幸福也克制着 觉得什么都会变的

防备着平静到最后 连爱也透着冷漠(独自寂寞)

有人说我的微笑是暖的 心里却很难被感动 狠狠 解剖我

从不是有意想害谁难过 甚至会沮丧一直没突破 沉重的壳

有些伤痕像场大火 把心烧焦难以复活

可是我 想要忘了 恐惧如何把我上锁

期待阳光炽热 爱来的时刻 能用力去拥抱着

多幸福就多快乐 不让未知成为负荷

投入的留下了每一刻 不怕的人 最富有

人太脆弱 会不停错过

太多宝贵的 都需要跋涉 才可以获得

太多璀璨的 越隔着夜色 越光芒四射

This is so freaking ACCURATE! Danggggggggggg.

Hope what it says will be true.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

=))))

8/10

The convo today was awesome. Feet were bad but, gah!

And it's raining so heavily now.

How are you in your room? 

Are you warm enough?

Or are you already sleeping?

Or diving into your pile of work?

*giggles*

You ARE definitely adorable, likable. 

*winks*

8/10

It's weird.

It's weird how I seem to be leaving him behind, so fast.

And this guy is so attractive that I can't help but feel happy.

Am I going psycho?

Hope so.

Teehee.

You're SO cute. Absofuckinglutely cute.

I have to know you.

Have to know you more!

Awaiting our next chance to meet.

Till then, bye, pretty boy.

<3