So many things have been going out of hand recently.
It feels very insecure to to lose grip on practically everything.
You always say that I could choose to be happy.
But you never realized that sometimes, it takes more than a choice.
Circumstances.
Boy, would you understand one day that I will wait for you?
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Thursday, May 16, 2013
16/5
It has been a really long time.
Probably the reason of me being able to type fast is because I hate to miss out my thoughts.
My thoughts always work faster, DAYUM faster than my fingers so I always have to catch up with my thoughts.
Thoughts are really important to me, I don't exactly know why.
Today, I wrote at the positivism poster:
" You may leave now. I will keep our memories. Goodbye, Almost Lover. "
I hope I will stand by what I wrote - to allow you to leave. Or to escape, as you wish to.
You have gone away.
The way your eyes looks at me, however, still feels the same.
It is as though you still have so many unspoken words.
It hurts me to see you like that.
Gah. You will just prefer to not understand.
Probably the reason of me being able to type fast is because I hate to miss out my thoughts.
My thoughts always work faster, DAYUM faster than my fingers so I always have to catch up with my thoughts.
Thoughts are really important to me, I don't exactly know why.
Today, I wrote at the positivism poster:
" You may leave now. I will keep our memories. Goodbye, Almost Lover. "
I hope I will stand by what I wrote - to allow you to leave. Or to escape, as you wish to.
You have gone away.
The way your eyes looks at me, however, still feels the same.
It is as though you still have so many unspoken words.
It hurts me to see you like that.
Gah. You will just prefer to not understand.
Friday, May 3, 2013
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)