Crossing the road.
Making breakfast.
Doing lab work.
Going for lunch.
Coming back from work.
Making dinner.
Cleaning up dishes.
Washing clothes.
Refilling water.
Going for piano classes.
Going for grocery shopping.
Working out.
Swimming. (Or rather, teaching you how to swim)
All this will revert back to me.
Oh boy, how much I will miss you when you're away!
I did not intend for the post to be sad, I just want to tell you how much I will miss you tomorrow night onward!
You have been the perfect guy for the past 12 weeks; yes we have had our bad times, but they are still perfect, because life is all ups and downs, and how we endure them.
We have done crazy things together, romantic things together, exciting and spontaneous things together, and I appreciate you being there for every moment that we will cherish.
I thank God for the 3 months that we get to spend together: a glimpse into our future! :P
I know the subsequent 1 year will be a challenge to us because you and I will both get busier, but guess what? We are so gonna make it through babeh! Because I have faith in us.
I admit there were times that I have been ridiculously stubborn or too egoistic, and I am sorry. Thank you for scolding me and teaching me to become a better person. On the outside I may look as if I'm always a bright cheerful person, but only you know what I have sealed up inside my heart.
Every time you turn away and walk towards the lift, to go up to your unit, I would just stand there and watch. Maybe yearning for you to turn back and just give me another hug. Although I know another hug would probably send me some tears. Haha!
I am happy that you have learnt quite a lot of skills from these 12 weeks, I really hope that you'll excel in your final year, and make yourself proud. I am always proud of you: of who you are and what kind of person you can become.
I love you, always, TTY.
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Saturday, September 5, 2015
Friday, August 28, 2015
Tuesday, April 28, 2015
28APR
The excruciating one month has finally passed.
And we made it! :D
I said that I would be extremely grateful if you stayed, and I really feel so. And blessed. And all the good feelings.
TTY, no words can exactly describe what or who you are to me. You are much more than important in my life and I hope that I can always bring you happiness, share your sadness and be your support when you feel weary.
For I, love you, always.
And we made it! :D
I said that I would be extremely grateful if you stayed, and I really feel so. And blessed. And all the good feelings.
TTY, no words can exactly describe what or who you are to me. You are much more than important in my life and I hope that I can always bring you happiness, share your sadness and be your support when you feel weary.
For I, love you, always.
Friday, March 27, 2015
The Trip
I guess sometimes people have to grow up, the hard way.
Traveling alone - I did it. It's not entirely difficult, physically, but it held a certain level of difficulty, emotionally.
If you're traveling and meeting someone, I bet it'd be a great feeling, anticipation and excitement at once.
I really don't mind going all out just to see you and spend time with you.
I'm using 'you' because I know you'll be seeing this post, sooner or later.
I just want to remind you that I really love you. And nothing could pain me as much as the truth that you finally told.
Of course I'm relieved that you let your thoughts out; I know how toxic it can be to your heart if you keep everything inside. Thank you for trusting me.
I awoke in the middle of the night, not knowing what to do but shed tears. You looked so at peace and I just really didn't want to spoil that.
I felt that you were shying away from me gradually recently but i didn't want to stick long to that thought. Cause i know that you loved me still. Or not?
Of all things that humans need to live, I need you. I am certain that you are the source of happiness.
I am not in the position to ask you to stay, but if you would, it would certainly be wonderful. And i would be ever thankful.
You are a big part of my life. I love you.
Traveling alone - I did it. It's not entirely difficult, physically, but it held a certain level of difficulty, emotionally.
If you're traveling and meeting someone, I bet it'd be a great feeling, anticipation and excitement at once.
I really don't mind going all out just to see you and spend time with you.
I'm using 'you' because I know you'll be seeing this post, sooner or later.
I just want to remind you that I really love you. And nothing could pain me as much as the truth that you finally told.
Of course I'm relieved that you let your thoughts out; I know how toxic it can be to your heart if you keep everything inside. Thank you for trusting me.
I awoke in the middle of the night, not knowing what to do but shed tears. You looked so at peace and I just really didn't want to spoil that.
I felt that you were shying away from me gradually recently but i didn't want to stick long to that thought. Cause i know that you loved me still. Or not?
Of all things that humans need to live, I need you. I am certain that you are the source of happiness.
I am not in the position to ask you to stay, but if you would, it would certainly be wonderful. And i would be ever thankful.
You are a big part of my life. I love you.
Thursday, January 1, 2015
You are and will always be my love, my energy to move forward.
Despite the row we just had, i still love you, with all i have.
It aches my heart when i don't know whether you're sad that we need to come across this situation.
When 2 hearts so close all the while suddenly have dissimilar thoughts and feelings, at least one will not feel good.
Always think that i should not over think things, which is extremely hard for a thinker like me.
It's like asking a... well, i can't find any synonymous description to this.
New year. Didn't exactly start out smooth.
Despite the row we just had, i still love you, with all i have.
It aches my heart when i don't know whether you're sad that we need to come across this situation.
When 2 hearts so close all the while suddenly have dissimilar thoughts and feelings, at least one will not feel good.
Always think that i should not over think things, which is extremely hard for a thinker like me.
It's like asking a... well, i can't find any synonymous description to this.
New year. Didn't exactly start out smooth.
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