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have u ever saw ur own true love being someone else's
tht hurts a lot, more than a lot, when u're d third party
u dun even knoe d meaning of love
until u found this fellow
thn u start to think
wat both of wanna do, nx time when u're together
u start to build castles in d air
nt knowing ur mom is alrd calling u frm d kitchen
nt knowing u're still sitting 'here'
instead of being 'there' with tht special person
but sometimes
we shud reali try n think frm a different perspective
maybe i shud let him go
maybe he'll find hIS true love
maybe he'll b happier than he will with me
maybe he'll love her more than he'll love me

"maybe he'll happy"
n tht's all tht matters
A L L

n sometimes, not reali sometimes..but A L L T H E T I M E
i break down n cry under my blankets..
learning tht i'm nt protected by his caress n his love
learning tht i shud walk away frm his life
bcz he'll only hate me if i keep sticking to him
n i dun wanna make him hate me
yes, i knoe
i knoe love is painful
love is killing
love
but love is such a beatiful thing
a gift frm God
a miracle
a sacred matter
tht is so hard to let go of
n i saw this article
saying that
" it's not time tht washes away the pain u're enduring
its LOVE "
n it chged my point of view