29/9

i can't believe the speed of time is actually shocking me this much
another eye blink
and next year
we're all going to part !
X(
well
never mind

SO THIS IS WHERE THE GATHERING KICKS IN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea baby ________________________ !!!!!!! i rock X)
nah..
okayyyyyyyy
we're gonna have one this saturday
HOLY this is SO dammn exciting !
hahhahahhahaha

neeways
still cracking my head to think of interesting things for the party =)
n probably some gifts
hahhahahhahahhahhahahaa
rmbguys
4/10 6-10 pm theme:green potluck my house
YAY
anticipation is wat's killing me
nyaahhahahhahahhahaa

24/9

now this song has made me go "crakcers"
well well.
i have a hectic few days ahead i guess !
tomorrow - chemistry. soluble salt pembentangan.
- piano class.
friday - EST n stupid she-man sivik class. means i have to wake up EXTRA early n go to the EXTRA stupid she-man's EXTRA boring EXTRA subject class. =.=
saturday - huayue.
- micelleanous.
sunday - calligraphy.

then where's the time for study?
where's the time for farewell stuff !
where's the time for piano practise!
where's the time to look for you !

BUT i still have time to daze and think of ur face.
think of what you've always said.
think of you =)
jiahui is such a meanie to post that video or show it to junhui .
a video about me. doing something stupid but if you watch closely you can make out that i'm actually CONDUCTING X)
p/s: i look like a dumb elephant walking in the vid so plz stop urself from laughing IF you guys get the chance to see that vid.

well anyways.
the spot check that recently just happened was kind of chaotic.
p/sL: dudes you should see things from my class. they were like in HAVOC ! although those classes who kena DID NOT ( repeating ) DID NOT kena my class.
s4d lol i've heard quite some hiding tactics from a lot of frens.

but i still don't understand.
WHY WON'T YOU FALL FOR ___________
okay fine i'm gonna explode.

lalalalalalalalaa~
i dont understand
m i going through a stage of obsession ?
it's like everywhere i go i think of XXX
n whenever i see XXX i feel nervous.
maybe it's just bcz i dont know what to say to XXX bcz i feel uncertain about XXX
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa i hate this

lalalalalallalallalallalalallalaa__________________

g2g sleep nitexxxxx

23/9

HAPPIE BURFDAE sulynn =)

kay
listen out dear han chiang ppl !
there's gonna be a gathering on 2/10
at MY house. XD
errrr it's gonna b a BBQ party.
details will b further discussed =)

neeeeeeeewaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
LORVE YOU X)
although we're never gonna b together but
lalala
you still make me smile
you still make me feel warm whenever i think of you
thanks to you
my life is better ^^
hearts you <3

21/9

actually it's close to 22/9 d.

n
happiiiie burfdae in advance to siew fern xD

errrrrrrrrrrrrr
today
i've accomplished ONE thing that i'm proud of. XD
that is ____________________ [drum rolls ] finished revising my 名句精华！！
lol
is that considered ONE big thing?
cz i nvr really liked chinese.

well
have been thinking over the stuff
the TRUTH
the INCONVENIENT TRUTH

i still can't get the FACT that she's really such a person.

such a FAD DISGUSTING person.

such a ROTTEN stuff.

such a HORRIBLE mortal.

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im like so sad.

WHY DOES THE TRUTH NEED TO HURT SO MUCH !!!!!

i keep telling myself

" NO it's NOT true. they're just having a misconception!

they've just misunderstood her !

they're misinterpreted her !"

but

NO

my tears still fell

my heart still throbbed

my head still banged.

why !

why could you do things like that !

i have hope on you !

and now !
aikx

T_T

aikx

i really do hope that things will get better

and yOU !

aaaaa thank god u've finally written a longer one !

n i feel SATIATED. XD

maybe this is really a sign !?

lolers

15/9

woooot.

missss u so badly. X(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nvm. i know u miss me too. =)

omg. T^T no u DO NOT.
neeway did i mention earlier that i
PASSED MY GRADE 8 ALREADY ?!!??!?!!

hahhahhahai tot i would FAIL. it was like THAT close to failing. hahhahhahahha
i stammered that day. i can't believe i was actually LATE. =.=

jingru. you DO have jampi. aikx
well. i couldn't dismiss the fact that she's got my attention in some way. but BUT ! errrrrr.... i'm not entirely " struck in the nerves " like jingru.

LOL. omg. help. i dun wanna be like jingru. hahhahhahaa
showing below is the song i'm taking for my diploma. XD

PATHETIQUE SONATA 3RD MOVEMENT by Ludwig van Beethoven =)

aerogel. lol 13/9 (2)

13/9

firstly, happiie burfdae to LPT. the one n only lpt. [mind you, his name is SO close to mine--- LPQ ] lmao

secondly, lol i dun think he does not access to the internet so . OMG his mom called n i was like. " err... do i KNOW you in detail actually? "
hahhahhahahha

lol
he's kind of a weirdo. BUT attractive. XD

today i tot we had quite a nice pratice.

EUNICE GAMBATEH___________!

12/9

So much food, So little stomach.
So big the world, So little are us.
So vast the land, So little we can travel.
So far the distance, but from so far only can i watch you.
So much love, but only for you !

hahhahhahaa
i've got my piano exam results. which kind of ceremoniously put a COMMA to my Eighth grade.
DIPLOMA HERE I COME !!!!!!!
yay___________________________________________________________

9/9

If only I could. then i certainly Would.
If I could have you then my day will no longer be blue.
If I could have you by my side then my feelings could be alright

[yes you are reading the continuation of 5/9's post. xD]

errrrrrrrrrrrrrr. suddenly have no more ilham. xD
aikx

go on to the new post. hahahhahhahahaa

Standing here Fighting fear Blocking away my tears
You walked away I was to stay You said that it was Okay
The pain I endure No one can cure
Why would you break me again?
Built me up with hope Tore me down again
Why do you drive me insane?
You're so unfair to me
You make wanna flee
The future I just can't see
You're so unfair to me
You're like strangling me
Why don't you just take me
Away Take me away
I've always thought I've always fought my feelings within
Away
I want to care I want to share
All of my feelings with you
But you were not there
You wouldn't care
You're just so far away from me
Everytime I cry
I just imagined you were there
And things would've been better
You're so unfair to me
Why is it hard to be?


hahhaahhaa

miss you much.
x.o.x.o.

5/9

aikx

If only I could. then i certainly Would.
If I could have you then my day will no longer be blue.
If I could have you by my side then my feelings could be alright

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
bed time-y.

xD

post the continuation some other day. xD
buhbyiiiie

heart you =)

1/9

好久沒有用華語寫部落格了.
有一點不爽漢語拼音. XD
今天突然想起你了.
胸口的悶.使我想起當天你對我說過的話.
啊.
你怎麼可以那麼的平靜?
你過得還好嗎?
你一定很好吧.因為我知道你是天塌下來都不會擔心的傢伙.
一個多麼堅強的人也會有軟弱的一天.
一個每天開心的人也會有悲伤的一天.
但是.你要知道.一旦喜歡上你,就不會停止.












算了.不要在說那些了.哈哈 笑一笑,真的会沒事嗎?
我不懂.或許笑只能掩飾,只能騙人.