31/12

After a decade, I tend to sit down here and recap all the things that have occurred during the ten years out of seventeen of my life.
2000-2010. that’s a big leap for me.
Have I grown? I think so.
Have I learnt of life? I bet I did and there are still a lot of chapters I shall be writing on.
2000: I was in Standard 2, probably the most outstanding year in my primary life. I was First in class and the whole standard. Haha that is really funny when you look back. All the head-up, walk-straight and smile-to-mummy’s-camera things are long gone. All the attention and glory, and self-content. Haha. Also the year I danced until my skirt fell off. Geez. That was with AMU and a bunch of people I try to relocate, probably on Facebook! Haha.
2001: This year is not as “glorious” anymore. Though I still got my spelling bee winner trophy, so I guess, it’s alright. And I learnt that my very first piano teacher was leaving me. Oh gosh, how hard I cried when I read the poem she gave to me. When she held out the pink paper and told me that she cannot be my piano teacher anymore, I was really holding back tears, and had stuffy nose. I tried to be a big girl and convince myself that I can do it even without her being my teacher. I tried. But, Ms Leong, I simply can’t find another music teacher that can replace you.
2002: I guess this was the year I became such a nightmare to all my teachers. Maybe partly because, I did not feel happy at home, and I have the tiniest idea of why I was behaving such a way. I felt ashamed that I let myself get that far. Sorry to all the teachers that have been mad at me and thought that I couldn’t be any worse. But thanks to all of you who have yelled at me and given me the traditional “treat” – the cane, that at some point, I finally gave up being a brat and “change devil return straight”. (Oh gosh, watching too much Singaporean movies has the effects). Plus, I discovered that I have this really huge crush on this guy, who has know transformed into a very mature person, compared to this particular year.
2003: The year I finally put dancing back into my life. And the year I started my piano lessons with a new teacher, Ms. Geraldine, who has made me realize music is fun and pampered me quite a lot. Thank you, for bringing back to me my passion for piano. Thank you too, for always giving me those lifts when I’m stranded in your house. And she too left me behind. Hope she’s doing really well in Singapore. You too, Joshua!
2004: So-called, the doom-day for standard 6 people. So not true. What’s the pressure? I guess that Man’s greed for power and improvement, also, have made an increasing demand for all A-scorers. I don’t really think that I had a very kiddy kind of kid-hood. Like chasing after chickens in your backyard, climbing a tree barefooted, playing games with rocks or swimming in rivers or making bees angry. I guess that time changes a lot of things, and probably changed the lives of the new generation. This is the year we will very soon be parting, though still all in Penang, to attend different high schools. I couldn’t help but cry over it. I couldn’t recall why I was so sensitive then. Oh gosh. And this particular year, I grew rebellious, kind of. I tend to pull long faces and remain silent when nagged at. Maybe because I have been denied the chances to be with my friends, to be in malls or to go for the school trip, I just felt left out and constantly struggled with my conscience, telling myself that it doesn’t matter. But it does! I blamed my parents for stopping me from going to the trip with my class, blamed them for shutting me out from freedom, blamed them for shoveling me away from a very big part of primary school memory which I died to have. I blamed them from taking all of the happiness I could have had with my friends away from me. But only now that I look back and realize: haven’t you lived on all these years? You still can walk and talk and laugh! You did not die of suffocation or lost your foot from stamping continuously. So, grow up. And I guess I did somehow.
2005: So we all stepped into our next chapter of our lives- high school! I still am really sorry about all that I’ve done in this year. I just merely meant to make you feel safe and for the disturbance to go away. I thought I was good enough to make the person go away. Forgive me, I was still very naïve. Forgive me. And thanks to Ee Wei, JLan and Juliet, who have all accompanied me and tried to make me feel happier all the time. Thanks people. Cheers! Plus, I really feel bad for always skipping CO for lame excuses. Heehee.
2006: The year I met Mr Leonard, one of the people who inspire me. Good luck in your future music-making path. The year the four of us stuck together, plus a lot more, who finally became members of the Chuan family. No no. I never ever forgot each single one of you. The year I got really wild and happy and splashy! The days where I used to bring my umbrella and we would play truth-of-dare and the losers were made to get into the toilet with the umbrella! And the winners get to SPLASH with a.m.a.p.(as much as possible) of water! Woohoo~ It was indeed, by far, the most memorable year of my secondary life. Thanks guys, for making up a big part of my life.
2007: The year where a lot of unexpected things started to happen and a lot of other things started to spin out of the course. And the year I cried the most, I guess. This particular year I realized that being sad and down isn’t the way to live on. We have to forgive and forget in times and also to fight and stay strong. And I sincerely apologize to those I have upset and say once more, that some things are not under my control. I too have undergone much trouble myself and I want you to know that whenever I feel scared and unsecure, you guys were my strength and purpose to go on. DBSK hwaiting! Hope all of you are happy with your decisions, cause I’m still me, no matter what. And to the guy I thought I would stick with for the rest of my life, I sincerely apologize to you for the abrupt conversation I struck up. You deserve someone better. You think I did not struggle to make the decision? You think I did not feel bad? You think I did not cry? Guess what, I don’t know what the heck went wrong with me but believe me, I had my hard times too. Could you not think of possibilities that maybe someone found out and I simply had to let go? Okay fine, it’s stupid. Anyways that is over and I’ve got my life and you’ve got yours, so move on. The befriending offer I gave you was so badly rejected I got surprised, honestly. Nevertheless, I thank you for the nice memories we share together, for the teachings, for letting me grow up and see the bigger part of the world. Thank you. I hope that you treat that girl right. Good luck to the both of you.
2008: A twist, a small one cause I know I won’t be for accounts. Heehee. Thanks Mok, for believing in me. And also thanks to the whole “Howl’s Moving Castle” crew for believing in me. This year, I bet my CO attendance has improved! Cause going to school sees more of CO than boring lessons in class, oops! P/S: I LOVE EUNICE! The girl a.k.a. Miss Sunshine has certainly brought a lot of laughter and happiness in my life. Thanks to Ms Heroine for teaching me Additional Mathematics, though I failed the whole year through. And thanks for people in CO so much, for letting me realize that it’s more than just for marks and the stupid green card, it’s just how amazing we all can sit down and make music together, how we are family. =)
2009: The second time I put my voice to the test, and with mere luck and chance, grabbed a Gold. The year you came into my dream(I’m SERIOUS!) and kept visiting. Oh gosh. Well, that’s the time I really really felt that I am so dependent on a person that I felt what you felt. And since you show that you’re happy all the time, you make me happy too. And do you know the simple words you say to me mean much more and that I keep it so that when I feel gloomy and blue, I could always look for you and without fail every time, you cheer me up and make me feel energetic and motivated again. That’s how much you influence me. And also, this year is the SPM year, so I do hope that I get flying colours ! =) you too, darling.I guess this year is more about growing up and doing more stuffs by our own.Moreover we're already 17 !! So all the best to all my schoolmates and school-leavers. The community depends on all of us.

So, i guess everyone is looking forward to a wonderful year ahead. The start of a new decade, the start of a new life ~! GAMBATTEH!! =)

29/12

So. finally 2009 is coming to and abrupt end. gonna post more about it 2mr.

meanwhile, 'm sharing with all of you this SUPERBly cute song. =) ENJOY!



i miss you <3

28/12

AYAM KAMBING BACK! ! !

p/s: read this in indian style, only then you will understand.

15/12

It ended. But somehow, i feel better. sorry, and thank you. =)

so i listened to this song and kind of cried. but through the midst of sombreness, i see another door opening. i finally realised, there's MORE. =)

14/12

i suddenly feel uber gloomy.

well, see, if i tell you, and you DONT like the confession, you'd just feel DISGUSTED and will soon ALIENATE yourself from me.

and if i DONT tell you, i'd just stay awake for a very long time every night thinking whether should do it today or tomorrow or look through the calender.

but just, dont go away from me. =(

12/12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING JING AND XI YING! =)

so much for the hyper-ness. still wondering. should i tell him, or should i not? =(

8/12

yesh yes HAPPY WOOLALA BIRTHDAY WOOLALAJAZ!!!!! X)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EENJOE! =)

plus. happy upcoming birthday to my dearest piano teacher, Ms. Leong. love you millionns. <3

so i guess today waves of 17TEENS sure has hit major shopping complexes and cinemas.

i still yearn to watch New Moon. anybody?

so i guess *omg im repeating my words!* chinese is the only thing holding us back from complete freedom[atleast from secondary !!] but ironically, holding us back too, from a errrrr not-so-jelas-tujuannya kind of life? i dunno. confused.

LOL. talking about CONFUSED!
some guy on the radio said: CONFUCIUS once said.


___ IF YOU CANT CONVINCE THEM, CONFUSE THEM! ______________

and i UBER like that. X) wooolalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


so hey there, are you doing fine?
p/s: i miss you MUCH!

7/12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAZ IN ADVANCE. who's finally turning SEVERNTEEN. lol =)
guess wat. WOOLALA!!!! ~
so stumbled acrosss. WHOOPS. no THEY stumbled across me. the random pics.




daddy brought these back. YIPPEE! i took off its shirt. oops. =X



AND DURIANS!!!!!!!!!! muahahhahahhahaa. how they just light up my day. =)


this weird looking thing is called stage#1 of PAU-TEH, some fruit tree that grows in my backyard. the fruits are not here YET.

stage#2


stage#3




and shall post on stage#4 when it comes.








so! introducing my little mate: ROOKINIE!!!!!!!! =) the ultimate UBER cute ladybird.


so. as peachiie is bored, peachiie introduced chemistry to rookinie.


rookinie INSTANTLY wanted to get away!!










ROOKINIE EVEN POINTED A GUN AT PEACHIIE!

sooo.. peachiie introduced rookinie to the pH value circular thing.


and rookinie starts to have fun. i.e.: CAMOUFLAGING.


and even says " OWH! IM NOT IN RANGE!! i must be EXTREMELY ALKALINE!" =)






so alas. even ROOKINIE LORVES chemistry. <3>

so for you guys still pulling a long face over chemistry. GAMBATEH! =)

5/12

OMYGOSH!
it's already december folks!!
it's like.
17/11 : AAAAAAAAAAA!! my sejarah cannot finish!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
18/11: OMG ! STILL CANT FINISH!!!
30/11: HA! so fast december liao. biology die kin. =X
3/12: woots physics is OVER!! muahahhahahhaa.
5/12: poeple are already talking about CHRISTMAS! WOOHOO

so. people. HOW'S IT GOING!? =)
i'm doing great. cause im foreseeing the post- _ _ _ plans ALREADY. MUAHAHHAHAHHAHA

25/11

i have absolutely NO IDEA what am i doing here.
NEVERTHELESS, for you people who are still sitting here.

GAMBATEH!!!!!!

add maths add maths. HERE I COME.

31/10

the end of another month. HALLOWEEN IS HERE! HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE! MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA.

nneeways. thanks to Mr. Anthony i have had the BEST, MOST SUPER last-day-of-tuition yesterday. thanks. =)

should i tell him? im struggling. =(

i guess if ima tell him, ima need lots of miracles.
dedicating this song to myself, Time For Miracles by the ever so handsome, Mr. Adam Lambert.

25/10

due to some conditions and complications, i've finally decided to do a PART TWO! heehee. so i guess i was hyper throughout the day. MIND ME, HYPER. 7 early 8 early, i went on the bus headed to PCGHS, the school ive been in for 5 years, coming to an end! so snapped photos of alina.

and then guess who was the first person, of course after alina, that i took a pic with?!
THE ONE AND ONLY ONG EE TENG! once my performer, forever my darling clarinet player.

p/s: note it's still dark cause its 7.02 AM!
and then up to class.
took lots and lots of photos!

buds for life! =) wuanxin

aha! mss angel.

i love zhaomin.

YINFANG! =)

szeyun. YAY!

lots to come.

=)

VIDEOS TOO!

keep tuned in.

25/10

FOR MORE DETAILS, please refer to my facebook acc.


leaving. in the grad tee.


WUANXIN the invincible DANCER. *claps*


chernmin and i =)


the girls who SHONE tonight


still halfway crying


daytime!


DARLING lady chou =)


thank you teacher


ALEXSIS! i like this picture.


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i just love her.

I HAVE PUFFY EYES.
I WOKE UP 1++pm TODAY.
I HAVE THE STRANGEST FEELING.
I REALISE THE SHORT-NESS OF TIME.
I REALISE WE STILL HAVENT BEEN TOGETHER.
I REALISE, WE, WERE AND CAN ONLY BE YESTERDAY.













yesterday was perhaps the day i cried most. concentrated-crying.

13/10

because its TOO fat, im trying to upload it here. sorry lek been causing such a big trouble. =)

simply awesome.

this is exactly jaw dropping.
Kseniya Simonova is a Ukrainian artist who just won Ukraine's version of "America's Got Talent".
She uses a giant light box, dramatic music, imagination and sand painting skills to interpret Germany's invasion and occupation of Ukraine during WW II.

enjoy cheers

12/10

in a matter of hours, somebody ish turning SEVERNTEEEEEEEN!!!!!!!

woohoo happy birthday birthday boy lek. X)

so i got hold of this vid which i totally like, i guess because of the guy inside.

all hail JOE CHENG !
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!




imagine meeting a guy like him in real life.

06/10

have been yearning to post.

thanks to you, my emotions have been whacked seriously in the butt.

why cant you just. DISAPPEAR. ohmygod.

YOU JUST KILLED ME.


T__________________________________________________________T

cant wait for tomorrow.

the MOST awesome voice in the WORLD!



simply touches me. If I wrote a note to God. ^^

2/10

happy mooncake festival everybody! YAY!

22/9

today. WOOHOO.

we went SWIMMING! X) yay~

me wan juan mok alexsis jane hong xian ji jenny.

YAY. it was FUN. =)

you? how was your day? ^^

18/9

when returning home from AT's tuition.

thats wat happened.


OMG. the water was like ankle-deep already! the drain=no drain.

yesh, wat XINXUAN did to me. the eyes are original pigments! theyre my moles. lala~

discovered this pic. OMG yesh that shocked girl IS me.

YAY. that many-years-ago birthday present from huiping =)

HAPPIE BURFDAE JULIET!!!!!!!! X)

so im wondering. wat are you doing at this moment?

tsk tsk. i AM bossy

遊戲規則：被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯， 刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人， 列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了， 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的， 並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。不能回傳，否則犯規！被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。請點10個朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

被点者:-
★.PART ONEQ01、你的大名？★ PEACHIIE
Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？ ★ 可以與最愛的人一起.=)
Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？ ★ friends, cause friends can turn into lovers but lovers cant turn into friends! X)
Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？ ★ yeah.
Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？ ★ YESH. thanks to him =)
Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？ ★ of course, i will make sure theres no secrets between us.
Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？ ★ WOOHOO YEA!
Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？ ★ yea. at least i can live in memories.
Q10、希望自己多大結婚？ ★ i prefer unexpected times.
Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？ ★ YESH! TOTALLY.
Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？ ★ straight.
Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？ ★ Africa
Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？ ★ 認識每一個我認識的人
Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ 既然他已經放手了,就讓他快樂的走吧.
Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？ ★ 他,是不是也跟我一樣.
Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？ ★ 嘻嘻
Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？ ★ 當然是我喜歡的人!
Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？ ★ 直接.
Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？★ 盯著他的臉,cubit 他. HAHA
Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？ ★ KAU.
Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？ ★ yea.
Q23、現在最迷什麼？ ★ 他的眼神.
Q24、你是好孩子嗎？ ★ yea.
Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？ ★ bread, i dont have chlorophyll.
Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？ ★ i will shut myself down and yell and cry myself out.
Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？ ★ then i wont come home too! X)
Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？ ★ TELL HIM.★

PART TWO
01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？ ★ hwafan
02、你們認識多久呢？ ★ not long.
03、TA對你來說重要嗎？ ★ shes my light bulb. =)
04、你與TA的關係是？ ★ laughing friends, maybe a level higher, shes my 小老婆.
05、請問TA的興趣是？ ★ LAUGHING
06、你覺得TA的個性如何？ ★ sometimes too pessimistic but otherwise the cutest person alive.
07、TA在你心目中是幾分？ ★ ridiculous. everyone is 10.
08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？ ★ say good night to him.
09、你的偶像？ ★ PINK!
10、你喜歡的季節？ ★ winter.
11、你打工麼？ ★ tried to be a piano teacher. =)
12、打工次數？ ★ 2
13、你想去的國家？ ★ england
14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？ ★ those kind of people who pretends to be modest.
15、你會抽煙麼？ ★ omg. NO
16、你會喝酒麼？ ★ YEA. red makes me go hyper.
17、你常哭麼？ ★ no, but once i do, WOOHOO
18、你常笑麼？ ★ X) YESH
19、你喜歡去哪玩？ ★ Uj n Uc's house
20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？ ★ NO. i will die if im left alone
21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？ ★ irregular.
22、今天的天氣是？ ★ sunny+rainy.
23、你知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？ ★ ya la ya la.

PART THREE
54、我的BGM好听么？ ★ ??
55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧 ★ SKIN.
56、你生命中最重要的人是？ ★ MUMMY. =)
57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ ★ i eat practically everything.
58、现在有喜欢的人吗？ ★ YESH!!! ^^
59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎? ★ YESH!
60、你觉得我坏吗？ ★ LOL.
61. How do you classify whether you understand a person or not? ★ when you know what that person's gonna do/say the next second, that person is definitely so close.
62. 常常装傻吗？ ★ haha, yea. =]

17/9

woohoo IXIE! =)


found this pretty little fellow in our garden.



proof: the peach is making sushi.

peachiie's product! =)

peachiie's FAV bolster, PANG PANG (which means smelss good)

woohoowoohoo! a coma in our journey. =) selamat hari raya!

p/s: more to come.

PP/S: youve saved my life, once more. but now, ure drowning it again.

13/9

happy birthday to peithong! =)

so here we are, all form 5 people stranded in trial exams. in the cobwebs of History and also the Mists in mingjujinghua. GRRRRRR

nevertheless, you still stand tall and am here for me! =)
how are you? i guess you surely are doing fine, from wat ive observed and saw in the magic ball of the future! woohoo~

so i memang sudah terkandas in my first six papers n m struggling to meet ends as usual.
i cannot understand why exams are created. once, i still felt neutral towards it and now, PLEASE. its more than killing, all my normal activities are restricted!
-on9-teeveeing-piano practising-sleeping secara overdose-
OH MY GOSH.

nevertheless, as ive said, GET YOUR BUTTS OFF! and never return till 30 sep!

PIAK PIAK PIAK. ZHAOMIN, WAKEUP!

and you. thank you for being here =) what else can i say?
ILY`

29/8

yay i like this pic. ^^


XIN ! =)

YES. jaz sedang berusaha untuk mendapatkan agar-agarnya. Kita harus mengamalkan nilai kerajinan..... lala

group pic. YAY ! X) thanks to all who made this a great day for me.

natasha.

i have ABSOLUTELY no idea why she gave that. natasha.

the table of people. jane, xin, zyun, natasha, eenjoe, arron, jaz, nanny.


la femme musketeers? lol

sometimes flash just doesn't work. X) arron, jaz n nanny. but somehow i like this pic.

jane. xin.

like what my sister said, the three musketeers.

wooo. "lazatnya" says zyun.

"mmmmmmmMMMMmmMMm" says nanny. XD

and i am like SO lazy to upload more pictures. maybe you guys can get it from me, personally. X)

again. big HUGS going out to all those who attended my so called delayed-birthday-celebration cum getalong-eating-feast. ^^

really appreciate that. and also those who attempted to attend. =)

BFFL~ cheers. xoxo