31/8

So ends the month of August.

My month.

:)

May September be an even better month for all of us!

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29/8

Just came back a one-day trip to Butterworth.

:)

Girlfriends are always awesome.

I hate it when I figure out that every matter in life has an up side and an upsetting down side.

This brightened my day.

Life if not merely about survival, it's a chain moments of enjoyment.

Cheers to that.

27/8

This is my 300Th blog post.

THREE-HUNDREDTH.

Isn't it just pure awesomeness? Kudos to myself! *vain*

I've glimpsed through posts since 2008 and yes, my style of writing has certainly changed a lot.

I used to be so childish, changing font colors and font sizes line by line, word by word sometimes; making foolish judgement and hence writing stupid statements.

It's all part of growing up I guess.

Watched a lot of movies again, realized chunks of memories were once again let out to sail free.

Anastasia - the story of the Grand Duchess of the Romanov Empire. I love this story, it is really believable and it makes every girl want to become a true princess too. I used to fantasize that maybe I had some secret family, that I was probably of royalty! Those were the days, when every little girl looked at Disney princesses with glitters in their eyes.

A lot of stuff has happened, and I would say I'm grateful for all that God has planned for my journey, as it is wonderful, despite all the downs. I believe, if we have a good grasp on the ups, we'll be just fine.

After struggles with my own conscience, I've come to understand that whatever happens, happens for a reason.

Just let go.

Letting go might not be the easiest, but it will be the best way to freedom and true happiness.

*gosh, I'm talking like a grown-up!*

I shall now finally approve myself of fully controlling and conquering my fears, my insecurity.

Thank you to all the people who've watched me grow into who I am now, though sometimes I get lost in between the pages and blog posts. :)

Thanks to all who are still reading and support this corner, My Corner.

As a reward, :D

Will be back, before you know it. :)

24/8

Whooooops.

Missed out blogging for 2 days.

Sorrrrrrrry. :(

Was on vacation with Soul.

Soul isn't exactly cheerful these few days.

No idea why.

My photos are grayish recently.

Nevertheless, so much with the gray-ness. I'll post on China House tomorrow! :)

21/8

我本身还是非常讨厌“答应”这两个子。

不是因为这两个字看起来碍眼，

更不是因为读起来不好听。

是因为有很多时候，“答应”了，结果做不到。

做不到的原因多得很。

1。不想做。
2。只会说，不会做。
3。一时赌气而乱来的“答应”，根本没想过实现。
4。因为两者之间起了变化，“答应”过的事不再有意思了。
。。。。。。

还有很多。

我们之间就滞留在那里吧。

免得更不开心，烦躁，懊恼。

再见。

20/8

“在爱的幸福国度，你就是我唯一；我唯一爱的就是你。我真的爱的就是你。”

以上这首歌，我不知道何曾几时可以再打从心底真正的体验到了。

我不是不舍。

我只是不甘愿，看错了人。

有人说我潇洒，有人说我太疯狂，有人则哭天闹地说我是坏女人。

我都不管。

因为我实在是不开心。

你没有资格评论我。

你没有资格另我不快乐。

你更没有资格侮辱我。

我不是不想原谅你。

是你没有资格被原谅。

19/8

平静了。

安静的晚上，脑海浮现了很多事。

彩指甲油吧！

:)

Happy birthday :)

I'M OFFICIALLY TWENTY NOW!

Spell it with me.

T-W-E-N-T-Y!

Yayyyyyyyy !

With all the awesome people around, I'm seriously blessed.

And loved.

:)

I wish I have birthdays everyday.

Awesome wish?

Hope so :)

Thank you, for all those who wished me, and those who did not.

Bless you! :)

17/8

Exactly an hour and a half :)

HB to myself in advance :)

Thank God for all the people that I've met and haven't met in my life :)

Blessed. :)

I need to know.

Life's been blinding meFrom what I thought I'd seeIs there clarity in this insanity? (yeah)Whats she want from me? (yeah)

Roads in front of meTaking me astrayAre you leaving me?Or are you leading the way?Can you hear what I'm sayin'?

I need to know...I need to know...I need to know...I need to know...

Feel like I'm tryin' to breathe under waterTryin' to climb but I keep fallin farther (yeah)Will you take my hand?

Feels so far awayWant to see your faceAre you even there?Can you show me?!Can you make me believe?!

I need to know...I need to know...I need to know...I need to know...

I need to know...I need to know...
Please get a grip.

16/8

We are never, ever getting back together

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."

Oooh we called it off again last night
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like, ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for it screaming that I'm right
And you, would hide away and find your peace of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh, you called me up again tonight
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Oooh oooh oooh oooh

I used to think that we were forever ever
And I used to say never say never
Huh, so he calls me up and he's like, "I still love you"
And I'm like, "I just, I mean this is exhausting, you know, like,
We are never getting back together. Like, ever"

No!

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We are not getting back together,
We oh, not getting back together

You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

This song has like the funniest lyrics (or probably it's just me) ever. Totally suitable. Especially after all that you've done. 

Loser.

You think I'm such a dumb-ass?

Think twice.

Loser.

Words

Skylar Grey. Great voice.

"Words"

Always in a rush

Never stay on the phone long enough

Why am I so self-important?

Said I'd see you soon

But that was, oh, maybe a year ago

Didn't know time was of the essence

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Always talking shit

Took your advice and did the opposite

Just being young and stupid

I haven't been all that you could've hoped for

But if you'd held on a little longer

You'd have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words

The longer I stand here

The louder the silence

I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear

Your voice when the wind blows

So I talk to the shadows

Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Never said

I can't take back the words I never said

13/8

FIVE MORE FREAKING DAYS!

To yours truly's birthday :)

Honestly. I don't even think anybody cares.

I don't think anybody even bothers to be with me on that day.

I don't think anybody has sincerely bought me a present.

I don't know.

I'm just, pure weirdness these few days.

Going bonkers?

Totally.

I hate it when I have to make an effort to make people notice me, notice my unsaid desires.

I hate it.

10/8

Happy birthday ZacX, the guy that I've known for centuriesssssss.

Alright, alright. 13 years. Not THAT long and still we don't know each other THAT deeply but still, family friends are important.

Since our birthdays are so close, I always received pressies from you when I was younger.

:)

And I SOOOOO love the fact that there is this big brother who remembers my birthday, year by year.

I won't forget yours as well. *winks*

Gut inflammation - not fun, at all.

Take care peeps (though I think I'm the only *peep* around), gonna be back soon.

xxxx

6/8

这几天你在那个城市 
天气一定晴朗
因为你就是个太阳

有空想念我的话 
就上线来说晚安
让梦里星光灿烂

别再 担心我什么了 
别把我宠坏
只要 你平安回来
就够浪漫

这几天没有你在
当然有些平淡孤单
但我感谢这孤单

让我更加确定你是我缺少的那一半
完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界 会变成怎样
每天看见你笑脸 我就心安
不管外面的世界 想变成怎样
我们还有我们的 小小天堂 
喔 ~

我有你放在心上 
生命就有了重量
风来也不会飘荡

一起看海枯石烂
一起等地老天荒
慢慢爱 不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁
眼睛就可以勇敢
看岁月怎么漫长

就算真海枯石烂
就算已地老天荒
还相爱 就没遗憾
不遗憾


:)

2/8 [2]

Listening to Robbie Williams' Something Stupid.

Gosh, his voice on the telephone sounds so great.

I'm sooooooooo sick. :)

2/8

We will recover.

The worst is over now.

1/8

Happy birthday to Mummy ! :)

I start to realize, or have started to realize yesterday, that the older we grow into, the less and less time we have for mainly ourselves.

Don't you think so?