Missed blogging.
Looking back, I have had the persistence to blog almost everyday at one point. ALMOST everyday! Sometimes I have 2 posts in a day, but I guess 2 was the most.
I won't say that I have been through a lot, but much enough for me to make sense of a bit of life.
It does not necessarily mean that you are going to be able to please everyone, including yourself, even when you try with your utmost effort to do so.
Life ain't easy, people are tougher to deal with.
I don't know whether this is the effect of influence or is it just my mental development?
I feel colder and more alienated from outside.
Many things that I have visualized myself to do, to conquer and to accomplish yet I have not.
If it was some time ago, I would end this post by saying "I miss you" or something that would make me smile, though I won't like the after effects of the memories that get triggered following the word.
I must move away from you. You may have brought me happiness, hope and strength. You may have been the person that I cared for most and vice versa.
I just can't bear looking into your eyes. Those eyes that yearn for affection and support.
I can give all that you need and that I wish you to have, firstly happiness.
It is never enough, when what you offer is no longer of interest to the second party.
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