25/8

This feels like writing down daily logs.

Hahahaha, except the fact that I will smile when I remember something that I want to pen down.

I was jogging earlier on today, and was listening, coincidentally, to Macklemore's Thirft Shop.

"What what, what, what.. What what, what, what.." I had to contain myself from bursting out with laughter else I might have drowned the whole park with my roars!

You are just so genuinely cute at times, a lot of times.

And I have finally bought Veet! Partially upon your request, but also partially due to the fact that I really hate my leg hair. Gah. And I swear to you my legs feel SO smooth and bright NOW!

I bought presents for ChinYin darling, got myself a new tube of AGift body scrub, new earbuds, Hazelnut Latte` and a new mindset.

:)

I am going to cherish these moments that will soon be scarce, cause you're moving out and I'll still be miserably - not completely though - stranded in campus accomodation.

I will miss you, don't you worry!

24/8

This will be my 385th blog post! 5 more posts then I will arrive at 390, 15 more then it will be 400! :D

I just had my 21st birthday party and due to lack of time and being a bit lazy, the pictures are still in the CD! But no worries, once I upload them into the laptop, they will be here :)

To the very special person that keeps my blog URL as one of his very few bookmarks on Google Chrome, thank you for your support :P Well, not that you always come around to read - especially after I have just spotted the bookmark and exclaimed that I have not been posting for quite some time - it still feels great to know that somewhere, you still have a loyal reader.

I think this must be what they call, love.

Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.

but now, i'd prefer to think that what will be yours, will eventually be yours, someday.

If you realize, I'm actually trying to be a girl, so that it'd be YOU chasing me, instead of the other way round, like what I've been doing for a rather long time.

If you say that you'd be a girl the next life, and that you'd chase after me, I accept the idea.

I might consider you.

*smirk* :P

I love you. :)

13/8

Clock is ticking, days are speeding. My 21st is coming so soon!

So soon that it is slowly intimidating my feelings.

There are so many things jumbled up; so many things undone, of course of different priority levels.

Including the darned feelings.

You lay your head across my lap yesterday.

It did not bring me any heart-racing feeling.

Maybe I have started to become hostile? Or maybe just becoming used to your false interpretations? Or starting to develop immunity towards you and my own feelings?

I am bloody confused. Bloody confused!

5/8

I cut my hair, after more than 6 months.

This year, I cut my hair before you went official with her.

And now, I cut my hair again, after you ended it with her.

My life is still revolving around you, weirdly.

Normally, if I were some normal kind of person, I should have darn gotten over you earlier on.

I hate to question whether this is true.

Cause I will kill myself if the answer is "No".

Nothing much basically, just that maybe my mood is slightly off today.

Why should I let your remark spoil my day anyway?

Sometimes it just feels like you don't really give a fuck anyway.
God damn it.
Shikes.