Once again, we have come to the end of the month.
It's March already, how is your year so far? Mine's great, albeit being tired frequently and having piles of work to do.
Yourstruly is seriously going to be unemployed in around 3 months; the question: What does my future hold?
I do admit that I worry about quite a lot of things, and I hate it when things do not work out the way I envision them to.
Sometimes, it is so hard to contain the ugly bit of yourself inside because you don't want to see that bit unleashed and for it to do harm to the ones closest to you. Sometimes I just hate myself for not being to be in control of myself, in particular, that ugly ugly bit.
I'm sorry if I am not up to your standards, I'm so sorry for not being able to be "me".
Monday, March 31, 2014
Thursday, March 13, 2014
13/3
Tomorrow will be the 14th of the month. How fast time flies!
Recently have been venting up quite a lot of unhappy energy. Sometimes I feel like being alone because I don't want to hurt anyone around me. Sometimes I just don't want to leave your side cause that is my safe haven.
I don't know whether I'm mistreating you, but if I did, I'm really sorry, I never meant it.
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Friends can turn into foes, but in this case, it's not exactly foes that they're turning into, but rather distant friends who no longer care and the change that has incurred is much more than I have expected.
Probably you would say that everyone is selfish, but sometimes, what matters is actually the thought. And apparently some of you just don't have it.
I mean this means goodbye, to you, ignorant people.
Recently have been venting up quite a lot of unhappy energy. Sometimes I feel like being alone because I don't want to hurt anyone around me. Sometimes I just don't want to leave your side cause that is my safe haven.
I don't know whether I'm mistreating you, but if I did, I'm really sorry, I never meant it.
____________________________________________________________________________
Friends can turn into foes, but in this case, it's not exactly foes that they're turning into, but rather distant friends who no longer care and the change that has incurred is much more than I have expected.
Probably you would say that everyone is selfish, but sometimes, what matters is actually the thought. And apparently some of you just don't have it.
I mean this means goodbye, to you, ignorant people.
Saturday, March 8, 2014
8/3
Hey. Finally have some time to sit down in front of the laptop to write a short post.
Many posts have been written on a Saturday morning like today, after breakfast before lunch.
So the major thing that is going on in my head is my FYP and thesis-writing.
Oh yes! Quickie update: I have been to the parents' and grandparents' place! And I like them, especially his grandma. SOOOO CUTE.
I long for the day when my family will finally acknowledge, accept and embrace him as well, as MY family too.
Many posts have been written on a Saturday morning like today, after breakfast before lunch.
So the major thing that is going on in my head is my FYP and thesis-writing.
Oh yes! Quickie update: I have been to the parents' and grandparents' place! And I like them, especially his grandma. SOOOO CUTE.
I long for the day when my family will finally acknowledge, accept and embrace him as well, as MY family too.
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