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today. lol i dn reali knw hw to strt this blog. since nbdy reads my blog hahhax

ok 1st of all i had this absolutely WEIRD dream.

in this dream it was like a war-type-of-world n practically every1 i knw is gone. n thn you came to my life. we stayed together. n you were so protective of me. i felt safe. first time in my DREAMS i ever felt that way. if it was in real life, hw nice would it possibly be?

the sun wasn't exactly SHINY. the plants weren't totally FRESH n sWeet- SCEnTEd. thE hoUSe wAsN't abSoluTely nicE n pretty n cosy n expensive. but you were there. for me. aikxx you're driving me nuts. that's the main point.

i nvr pictured you as that character. the one who could take care of me so closely. the one who could share my happiness with. honestly, this is the first time i ever felt this loved. actually i thought of that time i confessed to you. i never thought i would actually have the guts to do so. you know, i'm that typical kind of FRAIDY CAT. like shinyee XD but then u turned me down. so COOL-ly. haihx

now im confused. is it you or you? OMG. hElp~~~~~ h OR p?

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hw i wish i cud go bec to those days. we were so CLOSE. but totally NOT close to falling in love. hw could you love such a person that doesnt even speak of you?

n now seeing ur profile which states you r " IN A RELATIONSHIP " totally breaks my heart. haih