Now I can totally relate to the lyrics of the song that I will be performing in 3 hours' time.
"I think that I don't need need that though, now you're just somebody that I used to know."
Those words you said were just brilliant, totally struck me.
Woots, are those examples of Mr P's "powerful words"? Perhaps..
This marks farewell, I am sure.
Goodbye to all that we were and all that I thought we would eventually be.
Adios~!
Monday, September 30, 2013
Sunday, September 29, 2013
29/9
Recently quite a few things have happened, nothing very severe in particular.
Have been singing a lot, recently - events and stuff.
The guy above is Tom Odell.
I'm so obsessed with his song - Another Love.
His voice is special, the sentence I still can remember clearly is "I'll be so fucking mad".
Another love, another love?
Can I find another love?
Have been singing a lot, recently - events and stuff.
The guy above is Tom Odell.
I'm so obsessed with his song - Another Love.
His voice is special, the sentence I still can remember clearly is "I'll be so fucking mad".
Another love, another love?
Can I find another love?
Thursday, September 26, 2013
26/9
Packed with things to do and things to do and things to do.
Specialperson has reached the land of William and Kate safe and sound! :) Hope you'll be alright and enjoy your final year aite! Miss you, already.
These few days has been crazayhhhh. Running between lab and class, then between the room and outside, I guess that signifies the start of Final Year!
Yourstruly has already indulged in le FYP, not exactly turbo speed but yourstruly is proud of what she is trying to achieve. :)
Monday will be my last Talent Night performance, will you be there?
Specialperson has reached the land of William and Kate safe and sound! :) Hope you'll be alright and enjoy your final year aite! Miss you, already.
These few days has been crazayhhhh. Running between lab and class, then between the room and outside, I guess that signifies the start of Final Year!
Yourstruly has already indulged in le FYP, not exactly turbo speed but yourstruly is proud of what she is trying to achieve. :)
Monday will be my last Talent Night performance, will you be there?
Monday, September 23, 2013
23/9
Specialperson is going back to the land of Twinning Tea in two days! 25/9/2013
Specialperson and yourstruly have met up couple of times this summer holiday and they were pleasant.
Specialperson is, or all the while has always been, extremely busy. Sometimes I feel helpless, although there is entirely no reason for me to be, that I can't help him out with his things.
Specialperson is very capable of managing stuff and his work, which makes yourstruly look up to him a lot.
Today I was a bit shaken by Herbbivore by his gestures and eye contact, however Sunflowerseed-eater has talked to me about Herbbivore taking up too much of yourstruly's life. Sunflowerseed-eater advised yourstruly to let go of Herbbivore and be happier as yourstruly would be with herself.
Le mum asked yourstruly whether yourstruly is dating anyone.
"You need to have a PERSON, literally, to paktorh with, mummy." Quoted exactly from yourstruly's words.
Specialperson and yourstruly have met up couple of times this summer holiday and they were pleasant.
Specialperson is, or all the while has always been, extremely busy. Sometimes I feel helpless, although there is entirely no reason for me to be, that I can't help him out with his things.
Specialperson is very capable of managing stuff and his work, which makes yourstruly look up to him a lot.
Today I was a bit shaken by Herbbivore by his gestures and eye contact, however Sunflowerseed-eater has talked to me about Herbbivore taking up too much of yourstruly's life. Sunflowerseed-eater advised yourstruly to let go of Herbbivore and be happier as yourstruly would be with herself.
Le mum asked yourstruly whether yourstruly is dating anyone.
"You need to have a PERSON, literally, to paktorh with, mummy." Quoted exactly from yourstruly's words.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
22/9
A lot of things that sounds cliche actually feels real, once you have experienced it.
"Time flies." Damn this sentence looks very old-fashioned but yes, time really does feel like it flies, especially when you are about to leave a place.
Last night was the first time that I watched you perform. Damn you were so good.
Love the way you look up into a distant place whenever you finish a sentence, a phrase.
Love the way you love music as much as I do.
"Time flies." Damn this sentence looks very old-fashioned but yes, time really does feel like it flies, especially when you are about to leave a place.
Last night was the first time that I watched you perform. Damn you were so good.
Love the way you look up into a distant place whenever you finish a sentence, a phrase.
Love the way you love music as much as I do.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
18/9
It is already one month since my 21st birthday! How fast time travels.
Just got back from a chat with close friends at the cafe` after a swim. Pool was crowded with people, some familiar faces.
I have realized that I have been relying too much on you, still.magnesium, aluminium, copper, iron
SEE!
I know that you're not exactly happy. You know I know that.
Why can't you let me near you?
Just got back from a chat with close friends at the cafe` after a swim. Pool was crowded with people, some familiar faces.
I have realized that I have been relying too much on you, still.
I know that you're not exactly happy. You know I know that.
Why can't you let me near you?
Sunday, September 15, 2013
15/9
Happy birthday to another person, also in the past. Haha *dry cough*
Today has kicked start with Penang's Starwalk 2013, not that I got any prizes in the end but as the slogan suggested, it was "A Walk To Remember".
I initially reckoned it'd ring a bell or two among the participants about the movie - A Walk To Remember.
It was a really cry-able movie, or maybe it's just me? I tend to breakdown at a lot of movies, even those with fighting scenes throughout the whole movie. No, not Power Rangers.
Yesterday was great. :)
Yourstruly got the chance to hangout with a special person, very special indeed. So the date started with le special person arriving at Yourstruly's house, stating that he is "in front of your bangalo liao" HAHAHHA i laughed my ass off - and grabbed it back and glued it back of course!
Then we set off to town, wanting to go to Moustache Houze initially, as according to my preference. Chulia Street was like mad, people everywhere, cars lagi everywhere, mata also everywhere. After much struggling, for around 15 minutes?, we finally squeezed le car WITHIN the yellow line near the market. Close. Then we had to walk to le Houze, only disappointed to find that it was SO damn crowded. We took a look in le Houze, from ground floor to 1st floor, and decided that we will re-visit with a bigger bunch of buddies.
Today has kicked start with Penang's Starwalk 2013, not that I got any prizes in the end but as the slogan suggested, it was "A Walk To Remember".
I initially reckoned it'd ring a bell or two among the participants about the movie - A Walk To Remember.
It was a really cry-able movie, or maybe it's just me? I tend to breakdown at a lot of movies, even those with fighting scenes throughout the whole movie. No, not Power Rangers.
Yesterday was great. :)
Yourstruly got the chance to hangout with a special person, very special indeed. So the date started with le special person arriving at Yourstruly's house, stating that he is "in front of your bangalo liao" HAHAHHA i laughed my ass off - and grabbed it back and glued it back of course!
Then we set off to town, wanting to go to Moustache Houze initially, as according to my preference. Chulia Street was like mad, people everywhere, cars lagi everywhere, mata also everywhere. After much struggling, for around 15 minutes?, we finally squeezed le car WITHIN the yellow line near the market. Close. Then we had to walk to le Houze, only disappointed to find that it was SO damn crowded. We took a look in le Houze, from ground floor to 1st floor, and decided that we will re-visit with a bigger bunch of buddies.
The signboard of Moustache Houze.
Bumped into one of his friends and yea Yourstruly received that she-is-your-girlfriend-I'm-very-sure-of-that kinda look. Chatted for a while and left Moustache Houze. Grrrr I keep spelling Moustahce Moustache wrong.
And then.. the duo headed back to the car, and wanted to go to somewhere else because it was too crowded and because le Specialperson was hungry, surely coffee and cake won't be able to satisfy him. So we went to Mugshot Cafe`!
I like their concept: you come in, smell le bagel and coffee, look through the wall menu, order your food, pay for your order, find a place to snuggle in, and wait for your food to arrive. We ordered 2 yogurts - Jackfruit & Gula Melaka ; Walnuts & Raisins (cause there were only these two choices left) and a Bacon & Egg Bagel for the starved Specialperson. Bacon & Egg are combined as in the picture below, which is kinda creative! Yogurts were good, though I wanted to try Kiwi & Honey. Bagel was fragrant, crispy on the side and soft on the inside. Yourstruly got handfed with bites of bagel. Haha. ^^
Then le duo chilled at the back portion of the cafe`, totally different temperature from the front! There was a corner in front of the A/C with two comfy red chairs, and we chatted for quite a while. We went into a random temple for a visit, sight-seeing to be more accurate. Then off we went, back to the RM 2/entry carpark.
And yes, as usual, Specialperson tried so many times - and of course succeeded - to scare Yourstruly by performing stunts while driving. Turning right TOO immediately that we almost crashed into the pavement (of course this is only one of his stunts), screaming "I don't wanna die!!!!" when we passed by UMNO building... Specialperson always makes my day.
And when we reached, Specialperson presented Yourstruly with gifts! Haha, so sweet of Specialperson. Gifts: Teowchew Mooncake and special paperclip-photo album! :D Yourstruly is a happy girl.
Shoutout: I know that we don't see each other frequently and that we can only be virtually connected, but you will always remain a very Specialperson to me! I miss you, already. :)
Friday, September 13, 2013
13/9
I remember the person who is going to turn 21 tomorrow, on 14th September.
Happy birthday in advance to you, past. May you be happy with yourself and all things. :)
This week is mixed, everyone is somewhat slightly distracted and disoriented. Including yours truly. After all, Year 3 is definitely not going to be the easiest.
Is it just me or does everyone feel that as older we grow, the easier the road looks when we look back to where we have come from?
It is very queer how things have changed between us within this 2 years, and there are so many things that I won't be able to forget even if I try to. Cause you make me feel different.
There are so many things that I don't have to say, literally, to you because you know how my mind goes. This is exactly why sometimes I get frustrated when you purposely fake not understanding me.
You know how much I want to make you happy? I'd give everything for you to be happy, cause I know you're not entirely happy.
Happy birthday in advance to you, past. May you be happy with yourself and all things. :)
This week is mixed, everyone is somewhat slightly distracted and disoriented. Including yours truly. After all, Year 3 is definitely not going to be the easiest.
Is it just me or does everyone feel that as older we grow, the easier the road looks when we look back to where we have come from?
It is very queer how things have changed between us within this 2 years, and there are so many things that I won't be able to forget even if I try to. Cause you make me feel different.
There are so many things that I don't have to say, literally, to you because you know how my mind goes. This is exactly why sometimes I get frustrated when you purposely fake not understanding me.
You know how much I want to make you happy? I'd give everything for you to be happy, cause I know you're not entirely happy.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
9/9
Back to uni, for good I hope!
So many has changed, suddenly. People moved out, people's personality changed, some for the good some for the bad. But it is always overwhelming to me to see the familiar people once again.
As for you, you have acting weird, today. Will this be for long term, or maybe you're only comfortable with me when we're alone?
I don't mind, but I will need some time to adjust to it.
Probably you adapt to things faster than me, I don't know, cause you aren't telling me.
So anyway, I want you to be happy, sincerely.
I miss us.
So many has changed, suddenly. People moved out, people's personality changed, some for the good some for the bad. But it is always overwhelming to me to see the familiar people once again.
As for you, you have acting weird, today. Will this be for long term, or maybe you're only comfortable with me when we're alone?
I don't mind, but I will need some time to adjust to it.
Probably you adapt to things faster than me, I don't know, cause you aren't telling me.
So anyway, I want you to be happy, sincerely.
I miss us.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Monday, September 2, 2013
2/9
I really don't mind.
I do understand that sometimes people just don't look forward to anything, just live by the day.
I finally understand why they live like that - no expectations, no stress, no disappointments; more surprises.
Maybe this is a better way.
There was another sentence that you said, but I don't really know whether I just imagined it or it was real? If it was real then I'd go crazy.
"You? Let's wait until you have reduced ambitious and don't have to win all the time."
Poi aspettare che la tua ambizione non è così forte。
No joke?
No worries, no expectations - or at least, I won't expect too much, will leave some space for some surprise - if possible at all --.
I do understand that sometimes people just don't look forward to anything, just live by the day.
I finally understand why they live like that - no expectations, no stress, no disappointments; more surprises.
Maybe this is a better way.
There was another sentence that you said, but I don't really know whether I just imagined it or it was real? If it was real then I'd go crazy.
"You? Let's wait until you have reduced ambitious and don't have to win all the time."
Poi aspettare che la tua ambizione non è così forte。
No joke?
No worries, no expectations - or at least, I won't expect too much, will leave some space for some surprise - if possible at all --.
Sunday, September 1, 2013
1/9/2013
So hello fellow friends! *wondering whether anybody is out there anyhow*
I am going to post pics of my birthday dinner! - Long awaited-
Girls chat
I am going to post pics of my birthday dinner! - Long awaited-
The Cinammon @ Hotel Penaga
Le entrance
Wandering around.
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| Swimming pool outside the restaurant |
Le sister :P
Arrival of guests. Note the guy in maroon T. Special person :D
Extra chair for presents!
Gah that face.
With le aunts.
With guys!
Yours truly spotted the camera!
Le girls.
Le parents, sis and aunt.
Taking sips.
Oopsie, eyes closed!
Cramping in with le guys.
Conversation.
Two of my dear girls. I remember Mingli on the left driving up to INTI during my birthday few years ago just to pass me my birthday cake! Ngawwwww. And Eunice for always being my source of laughters.
With le girls and aunt
The cake! Below expectation. Meh.
And I was a very happy girl! :D
Getting ready to cut le cake.
Asking for le aunt and uncle to join in.
So aunt joined.
Another shot.
And then dear UJ!
Another shot!
My fav shot of the night, candid with friend!
These are the awesome people in my life.
Love all of you! :)
Smudged on the face with cream!
Girls chat
Hahaha I look so serious!
Lol we were blocked by Sumeet!
Almost the end.
My fav girls: Hoylin, Zhaomin le dino, yours truly, and darling HZhen.
Seeteng and Eenjoe from HanChiang and Yiphing le cute bunny!
Last group to leave.
We had very funny things to talk about!
Nights :) <3 p="">
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