21/12

Dang. It's already Winter Solstice!

It's the day when Chinese people make TANGYUENS!  Me gusta~

So it's gonna be Christmas, even sooner, and yourstruly wishes that everyone is gonna have a real good one. Yourstruly has trouble deciding whether to head back to campus earlier or not.

Hmmmmmmm. :/

14/12

Hey people. Happy Hugging Valentine's! Have you hugged your valentine?

Today, yourstruly had been having a lot of serious thoughts, of which yourstruly had no definite conclusion to.

yourstruly just hopes that somebody enjoyed the day, played the best and is safely returning.

I missed you, a lot and a lot.

13/12

It's nearing midnight!

Somebody is going away for a tournament. (sounds super cool)

Do your best, and when you can't, you gotta take a rest aite? Though I wanna be there to support you, I know that you'd do great, just don't have too much pressure on yourself kay? ILY! :)

I'm actually so lazy to blog now, PLUS, I'm going out of the room soon, to send somebody off and watch meteor showers!!!!!!

Bye, if anyone even reads this :P

8/12

I have absolutely no idea what the heck I'm doing here.

Ventilating, maybe?

Well, in fact, ventilating has recently become a gesture of luxury. I don't know whether it is just me or everyone in my class are gasping for air. We have so much to attend to.
Where to begin?
Reports. Projects. Assignments. OSPE exams. FINAL YEAR PROJECT. I think I might just fast for the week.

Meh, just too tiring week.

4/12

Have been extremely busy these few days, hence the absence of yourstruly from the blogging world.

Assignments, projects, reports, practical exams.. The perks of being a final year student, especially that yourstruly is a Biotechnology student (with a PACKED 3 year course)!

So, I found out this article on the 49 things that girls SHOULD REALLY know about GUYS!

I've gone through it and realised that I missed out on acknowledging quite a lot of them!

I will love my guy even more, (and more properly) after reading this!

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Here are 49 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys. Read them carefully because these things can help you improve your relationships.

1. Guys aren’t psychiatrists, mind telling them what you mean?
2. Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous.
3. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls.
4. The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout.
5. Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions.
6. Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable.
7. If you want sex, just ask.
8. Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies.
9. Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.
10. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
11. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
12. Guys need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
13. Guys don’t care about how gorgeous you are, it’s goodbye, adios, and sayonara if you’re being a bitch.
14. All guys are kinky and willing to try anything that you may enjoy, just let them know.
15. Guys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
16. A guy would do just about anything to get you to notice him.
17. Guys do not look into minute detailing. So, if you gave up a quarter of an inch from your 20 inches long hair, don’t expect your guy to know that instantly.
18. Guys like porn!
19. Anything said six months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after seven days.
20. “The game is on” will be considered an acceptable excuse to postpone any serious conversations.
21. Cooking makes a girl all the more attractive.
22. You can’t get mad if your guy refuses to hook up your “ugly friend” with one of his good-looking friends.
23. Nothing you will ever do will entitle you to operate the remote control, unless operating means handing it to him.
24. The only thing left to be said after sex is “goodnight.”
25. Video games have helped men develop awesome finger skills that only encourage them to play more often.

26. Critiquing a man’s driving is outright unacceptable.
27. Guys’ night outs are sacred events. If you ask any question about it, you’ll be castigated.
28. Believe it or not, 99.5% of the time men honestly don’t mean to hurt you.
29. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
30. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
31. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
32. Don’t hold it against your guy if he starts to cry after a good sports movie, and was laughing outrageously last night when the two of you were watching an emotional drama saga.
33. Leaving a message like “You know what?! Mmm… Never mind…” would make a guy hanging on to that thought all day long and reach a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. Don’t ever do that!
34. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
35. Guys love you more than you love them.
36. No matter how much guys talk about hotness or sex appeal, personality is key.
37. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.
39. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
40. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
41. You like when your guy calls and asks you out for dinner and pays for you, right? Well yeah, guys like it once in a while too.
42. It’s natural for a guy’s eyes to wander.
43. It’s not that guys don’t want to make their girlfriends happy; it’s just that sometimes, they don’t know how.
44. A guy would give his right arm to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.
45. Not all guys are jerks. Just because one is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents all of them.
46. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he isn’t doing it all for sex. It means he likes you more than you can imagine.
47. Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be to have you back in his life.
48. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
49. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over novels and make-ups.

Update June 19, 2012

And another… 50th Thing Guys Wish Girls Knew was suggested is from my friend.

50. Don’t ever expect guys to put the toilet seat down; it’s not in their DNA!

1/12

Cliche: Hello December!

Yup dear reader(s), it's already the last month of the year!
A lot of recaps, revisiting and revises to complete.

This year has indeed been very, crazy.
From the "OH-MY-GOD-2012-IS-ENDING-BUT-I-DON'T-WANNA-DIE-YET!" speculations to the "apparent" continuation of life, everybody seems to have forgotten the fact that we were all given a new chance to live.
Probably not everybody, but majority of the people whom are happy with life and doesn't really mind whether or not "2012" was indeed (actually?) planned to put an end to mankind.

The talk that day by Dr Sultan has definitely intrigued me that humans, having "intelligently" put themselves on the top of the pyramid, should have the obligations to contribute to the ecosystem. WE have always taken away a lot from our surroundings, in fact, too much. And we always take for granted that the soil will be fine, the trees will grow again, the animals will reproduce again.. but the fact is, not everything WILL happen naturally, especially since after what we keep doing to nature.

**sudden surge of melancholy**

Alright, time for yourstruly to get back to work.

Assignments, reports, projects, presentations, and etc. CRAZY PACKED WEEK!

29/11

Hey there folks.

Happy thanksgiving, no?

I don't know, there is something gloomy in the air. Yourstruly is having red eyes, probably from excessive reading.

Yourstruly misses someone, someone who went home. :P

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How long will I love you?

As long as stars are above you, and longer if I can.

How long will I need you?

As long as the seasons need to follow their plans.

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ILY, IMY.

27/11 || 28/11

I kept mixing up the date. Gah 26/11 see? 27/11.

Today is a .. tiring day?

I have no words to properly describe today. I think the toll of being a final year student has just kicked me in the arse.

The thoughts are beginning to haunt me
- your final FINAL examinations
- the sudden rush of assignments, projects and
- THE FINAL YEAR PROJECT
- time is jogging comfortably, luring to you to believe that you still HAVE time

What am I to do after 7 months?

I don't want to think about it yet.

Like what I said to you just now, I really wanted the time to freeze at that moment. Yes, it's a stupid and immature thought. I know.

Don't look down on yourself, everybody has potential.

I'm betting on your potential.

:)

P/S: Crossed over to the 28th.

26/11

I am hereby deleting whatever happened earlier this afternoon.

All that disappearing, all those harsh words. They're going to somewhere far far away.

As long as we work together, we're gonna be fine, aite?

:)

ILY.

25/11

For now I'm just putting a lot of faith, and I pray that perseverance (which I don't normally have) will pay off in the close future.

ILY, IMY.

24/11

Recovered from a sudden fever.

Great to have somebody there to give you a massage, let you lie on his chest, and say nothing.

Alright, sore throat is still lingering around. Damn.

But I know I will be better in no time! Still a lot of work to be done, can't afford to fall sick now.

:)

Because taking a selfie with your webcam is not mainstream? :B

23/11

Yupsie today is a new day! :) Have nothing much to say now, probably I'll continue in the evening.

Right now am currently in the lab, working on the FYP. It's not that bad here.

Quiet place, enough lights - from the bulbs and the windows, and GOOD WIFI signal. And some bacteria to talk to.

Not bad indeed. ;)

Yourstruly in the lab. :)

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Okay, it's 1.13pm. Still am at the lab though. It's getting a bit little too comfy to leave. At least I have Wi-Fi here! And windows.

I better get back to work.

A few assignments, group work, more exams coming up soon.

Meh.

Imissyoumuch.

22/11

Tday is 22/11/13. Patiently waiting for 11/12/13, for no obvious reason. Haha.

There is just so much positive feelings surging in these few days that I am, abnormally, dismissing the other negative thoughts and people. Perhaps this is the start of a new "me".

:)

I would not say that I'm the most optimistic person around that you can find; I just need somebody else that can always remind me that everything is alright.

Perhaps I'm a person who needs a lot of reassurance?

At times, there are words that I would want to say but then I will just keep quiet cause I don't want to murder the ambient environment encircling us.

Hence, I was more than relieved, or even glad, that you spitted out a truth yesternight. As I have mentioned previously, I would prefer that we'll be truthful to each other, and also to everyone, instead of feelings bashful to say things that you think will not make any differences.

For the first time, I fell entirely at peace and blissful.

Thank you for coming into my life.

Thanking your parents too! :D

19/11

First time posting from UBUNTU.

Friend said I am different recently.

I am rather much annoyed by the way people behave, especially when they say things that they don't know are not true.

Sometimes you just feel too ignorant to correct them, I mean like, why bother when they won't even take in whatever you say?

Utmost disappointment.

18/11

Again, another early-day post!

I have just come back from breakfast at the caf`e.

I am happy with what I have now.

And "us", is all that really matters. :)

17/11

It is a very rare occasion to see me writing a blog post early in the day - exactly 10.26 a.m. on a Sunday morning.

I just hope that all the minor disputes that has been encircling me this recent past will resolve A.S.A.P. as the anxiety is killing me.

After watching Aashiqui last night, I have realized that if in a relationship, one party is quietly embracing all the heartache and pain, things will only get worse.

That was exactly what I was trying to convey to you:

Don't just let everything happen in your head, I have opted to be  part of your life so, let me participate in your life.

ILY.

16/11

You took my breath away. *gasps*

*smiles*

Seriously, probably one of the best things that has happened in my life - you.

Sometimes, all I need is just someone to tell me that everything is going to be fine. And you always do it right.

Thank you, love.

Probably I might not be the best girl around (cause I can't really do much girly stuff) but I will always be at my best when it concerns us.

Cheers to our still very long journey, IMY.

:)

13/11

Can't believe, still can't believe, that it is already mid-November!

Most of the friends that used to be out and alive - active - in Blogger has diminished real fast. I don't even really remember why I initially wanted to blog? Probably it is because I wanted to fit in to the trend? Because at that time all a lot of people around me have their own blogs and it seemed quite cool.

Now I come to think of it, I thank God that I had a blog to keep me sane.

I have the wildest of thoughts and they can be very far apart from each other, always translocating.

A lot has happened recently but all I wish to say is that things have changed for the better.

I have finally found that someone that will peel my prawns for me and tell me, really tell me, that things will be just fine and that I shouldn't worry too much. And I'm much happier now.

So, to that someone:

【白頭偕老的七個必經階段】

每個人的婚姻都與眾不同，但又遵循相似的軌跡。國外婚戀專家認為，長久的婚姻一般都會經歷7個階段，每個階段都會遇到不同的問題或困難，學會正確面對，能幫助夫妻擁有幸福美滿的婚姻，攜手走向白頭。

階段一：激情期。

主要指新婚期，夫妻二人如膠似漆，婚姻充滿了興奮、性趣和親暱。這個階段一般持續到婚後1年，愛情是生活的重心。

忠告：婚姻是人生的一個轉折，婚後要學會樹立兩人的觀念，凡事少想“我”，多想“我們”。要利用這個和諧階段，培養共同的生活習慣。

階段二：磨合期。

失望和衝突成了這個階段的主題。你們開始發現對方並不完美，也有很多你受不了的缺點和不足，你們開始就某件小事爭論，甚至開始懷疑自己的選擇。這個階段一般在婚後1—2年時出現。

忠告：這是非常重要的時期，處理好了，會為將來的長久廝守打下基礎。要打破對婚姻不切實際的幻想，注意換位思考，不要費盡心思改變對方，尊重更重要。

階段三：叛逆期。

你們經常吵架，一方甚至產生外遇的傾向，導致你們對彼此的忠誠產生懷疑。這個階段大多會持續數年，一般在結婚3—7年後出現。

忠告：千萬不要輕易有外遇，即使出現問題，也不能輕言放棄婚姻，互相尊重和理解，一定能走過困難時期。

階段四：合作期。

有了孩子後，你們為了家庭不懈努力，事業蒸蒸日上，共同創造著美好的未來。這個時期多在結婚5年後到來。

忠告：上有老，下有小，會讓你們每天都忙得不可開交，偶爾重溫浪漫情懷，大膽地對他(她)說“愛”，你們將成為令人羨慕的幸福伴侶。

階段五：重組期。

孩子長大了，家庭基礎穩定，愛情開始轉化為親情，你們之間多了一些謙讓，少了一些爭吵。此時，你們已經共同走過了15年的歲月。

忠告：上一階段的忙碌讓你們的身體變得不那麼靈活了，此時健康開始提上日程，兩人一起運動，一起做家務、一起度假，會讓婚姻生活變得更充實。

階段六：危機期。

中年危機到來，你們可能經歷人生的一些重大變故，例如一方父母出現重大疾病甚至離世，事業上也可能遭遇瓶頸，很多不幸的事衝擊著整個家庭。這個階段可能在結婚20年後出現。

忠告：壓力不言而喻，兩個人要學會共同面對，互相支持安慰，只要度過這個時期，你們將永遠不離不棄。

階段七：完美期。

婚姻的建設階段已結束，你們已經完全了解對方，希望對方與自己一起安享晚年。此時你們至少一起走過了25個春秋。

:)

6/11

The last time I posted was so long ago - 19/10/2013.

Quite a lot has happened since then, mostly happy things. :)

I still can't believe that I'm actually so lucky to be able to wake up to just read a simple good morning message from someone special and to be nagged to go sleep earlier by the same person.

Bliss, this must be.

Within these short few days, I have heard so many stories, understood and accepted new ways of thinking and how to accept the outside world.

1. To acknowledge - the starting step of every thing you may encounter. Avoiding is the worst choice to get through a problem. No matter how much you hate it, you have to "acknowledge" it. Hating doesn't mean you should ignore it. Acknowledge it.
   
2. To accept - After you understand what the hell is going on, accept it. Solving or being unable to solve the problem is a different context.
   
3. To let go - The last and most difficult step, no doubt. After you let go, there is nothing else that will be able to mess up with your feelings, your emotions. The reason why so many people are living miserable lives is because they haven't learnt how to let go.

I'm no expert of life, nor do I think I will become one soon. I'm still young. But the people I grew up to know are getting older and they do not show me that they are happy with life. This is why I had to dive into this depth to find ways to persuade myself and then, them, to learn to become happier people.

I thank God that this guy is here with me now. For thin and for thick, thank you.

ILY.

#401

19/10

Ahh, finally my 400th post!

This is going to be a special post, you only have a 400th post ONCE! YOLO

So yourstruly has given her last performance in Uni for her last year attending Talent Nite (Night) for Faculty of Applied Sciences. Sang with awesome Leklek and Garyyy. Probably was the best vocal performance yourstruly can give. Satisfied with ourselves, unfortunately the crowd wasn't really high.

Talent Night was awesome. At least the performances were VERY GOOD.

WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY??! Like seriously.

Anyways, right after that yourstruly had to focus a lot on le lab work because of the final year project.

3rd and last year becoming a volunteer at AIMST's convocation - as usual, many happy and frustrating moments dealing with the parents, other volunteers and lecturers and guards. Of course yourstruly is always nice to unknown people, especially to elders. Sometimes a particular stupid lecturer will pop up from nowhere and start lecturing you about how you shouldn't be WALKING around when the ceremony has begun. Idiot, then DON'T lah open the door to let any more guests in. Which part of the job of being an "usherer" do you not understand? Oh so we are supposed to just let the parents in like in cinemas and let them wander around to look for their best seats. Wow. That was one idiot who spoiled my day PART of my day. A small one. *smirks*

And then the main focus was working at ABSA's Convocation Sales Booth. Like seriously - quoting Thivina - it was C-R-A-Z-Y. Hence, yourstruly salutes ALL the vendors and all the people involved in F&B business. Kudos. Being the Publicity person in charge for ABSA, yourstruly had to make sure that everyone knows about our booth. Hence a lot of walking around, shouting and promoting were going on for Thursday, Friday nights and Saturday morning. Pity my legs, cause they were carrying me around either by walking, running or even sprinting. We are very fortunate to have relatively good sales! Thanks to all the people who have helped us out; whether you sold things with us, prepared the food, bought the materials, bought food from us, helped us scream and promote, helped me count money, helped make us happy and keep us lively. Thank you!

And now, yourstruly will tell you all readers a new chapter in my life.

So there comes this guy whom caught yourstruly's attention immediately. Not that he got me at "hi" but yeah, yourstruly has paid attention to him since the first time meeting each other.(have to type fast, battery is at 59%)

Now, this guy is amazing. He takes extreme good care of me, loves babies and little kids, cares for animals, works out, is organized, cuddles with me, listens to what I have to say, shelters me from the rain, sings stupid songs, makes me laugh and carries my things. I reckoned 2 or 3 weeks is too fast for two people to get into a relationship. It's not that we don't love each other but I think, if he loves me enough, he'll be willing to give both of us time.

I'm slightly unprepared for this, especially after what I have been through in the very recent past.

But as he says. "The past is the past, you have me now. If you don't want to talk about your past, I don't mind at all".

I mean, what else do you need? I am like so damn effing lucky right now.

THIS moment, is the moment I'd kill to have.

I love you, really.

:)

15/10

Heylo! :)

Well, you can tell by the beaming smiley that yourstruly is in a good mood.

And I have to record this down cause this might be the start of something wonderful.

So yourstruly has met a guy, TY, and it is just very strange how both of us just clicked like that!

Yourstruly has never felt so cared of and loved (sayang-ed) by another guy outside of the family.

Just like Justin Bieber's new song "All That Matters", right now I guess he's all that matters. Of course, family as well.

I can't wait to bring him back home. Like seriously.

We all got the spark tonight.

Oh please, let this be true, I need a big tree like you in my life. HAHA. *inside joke*

I'm just so blessed and lucky.

:)

3/10

It feels great to know that there are great people surrounding you.

You got me love-stoned.

:P

30/9

Now I can totally relate to the lyrics of the song that I will be performing in 3 hours' time.

"I think that I don't need need that though, now you're just somebody that I used to know."

Those words you said were just brilliant, totally struck me.

Woots, are those examples of Mr P's "powerful words"? Perhaps..

This marks farewell, I am sure.

Goodbye to all that we were and all that I thought we would eventually be.

Adios~!

29/9

Recently quite a few things have happened, nothing very severe in particular.



Have been singing a lot, recently - events and stuff.
 The guy above is Tom Odell.

I'm so obsessed with his song - Another Love.

His voice is special, the sentence I still can remember clearly is "I'll be so fucking mad".

Another love, another love?

Can I find another love?

26/9

Packed with things to do and things to do and things to do.

Specialperson has reached the land of William and Kate safe and sound! :) Hope you'll be alright and enjoy your final year aite! Miss you, already.

These few days has been crazayhhhh. Running between lab and class, then between the room and outside, I guess that signifies the start of Final Year!

Yourstruly has already indulged in le FYP, not exactly turbo speed but yourstruly is proud of what she is trying to achieve. :)

Monday will be my last Talent Night performance, will you be there?

23/9

Specialperson is going back to the land of Twinning Tea in two days! 25/9/2013

Specialperson and yourstruly have met up couple of times this summer holiday and they were pleasant.

Specialperson is, or all the while has always been, extremely busy. Sometimes I feel helpless, although there is entirely no reason for me to be, that I can't help him out with his things.

Specialperson is very capable of managing stuff and his work, which makes yourstruly look up to him a lot.

Today I was a bit shaken by Herbbivore by his gestures and eye contact, however Sunflowerseed-eater has talked to me about Herbbivore taking up too much of yourstruly's life. Sunflowerseed-eater advised yourstruly to let go of Herbbivore and be happier as yourstruly would be with herself.

Le mum asked yourstruly whether yourstruly is dating anyone.

"You need to have a PERSON, literally, to paktorh with, mummy." Quoted exactly from yourstruly's words.

22/9

A lot of things that sounds cliche actually feels real, once you have experienced it.

"Time flies." Damn this sentence looks very old-fashioned but yes, time really does feel like it flies, especially when you are about to leave a place.

Last night was the first time that I watched you perform. Damn you were so good.

Love the way you look up into a distant place whenever you finish a sentence, a phrase.

Love the way you love music as much as I do.

18/9

It is already one month since my 21st birthday! How fast time travels.

Just got back from a chat with close friends at the cafe` after a swim. Pool was crowded with people, some familiar faces.

I have realized that I have been relying too much on you, still. magnesium, aluminium, copper, iron

SEE!

I hate it when you act like you don't give a fuck.

I know that you're not exactly happy. You know I know that.

Why can't you let me near you?

15/9

Happy birthday to another person, also in the past. Haha *dry cough*

Today has kicked start with Penang's Starwalk 2013, not that I got any prizes in the end but as the slogan suggested, it was "A Walk To Remember".

I initially reckoned it'd ring a bell or two among the participants about the movie - A Walk To Remember.

It was a really cry-able movie, or maybe it's just me? I tend to breakdown at a lot of movies, even those with fighting scenes throughout the whole movie. No, not Power Rangers.

Yesterday was great. :)

Yourstruly got the chance to hangout with a special person, very special indeed. So the date started with le special person arriving at Yourstruly's house, stating that he is "in front of your bangalo liao" HAHAHHA i laughed my ass off - and grabbed it back and glued it back of course!

Then we set off to town, wanting to go to Moustache Houze initially, as according to my preference. Chulia Street was like mad, people everywhere, cars lagi everywhere, mata also everywhere. After much struggling, for around 15 minutes?, we finally squeezed le car WITHIN the yellow line near the market. Close. Then we had to walk to le Houze, only disappointed to find that it was SO damn crowded. We took a look in le Houze, from ground floor to 1st floor, and decided that we will re-visit with a bigger bunch of buddies.

 The signboard of Moustache Houze.

Bumped into one of his friends and yea Yourstruly received that she-is-your-girlfriend-I'm-very-sure-of-that kinda look. Chatted for a while and left Moustache Houze. Grrrr I keep spelling Moustahce Moustache wrong. 

And then.. the duo headed back to the car, and wanted to go to somewhere else because it was too crowded and because le Specialperson was hungry, surely coffee and cake won't be able to satisfy him. So we went to Mugshot Cafe`! 

                                 

                                            

I like their concept: you come in, smell le bagel and coffee, look through the wall menu, order your food, pay for your order, find a place to snuggle in, and wait for your food to arrive. We ordered 2 yogurts - Jackfruit & Gula Melaka ; Walnuts & Raisins (cause there were only these two choices left) and a  Bacon & Egg Bagel for the starved Specialperson. Bacon & Egg are combined as in the picture below, which is kinda creative! Yogurts were good, though I wanted to try Kiwi & Honey. Bagel was fragrant, crispy on the side and soft on the inside. Yourstruly got handfed with bites of bagel. Haha. ^^

                                            

                                     

Then le duo chilled at the back portion of the cafe`, totally different temperature from the front! There was a corner in front of the A/C with two comfy red chairs, and we chatted for quite a while. We went into a random temple for a visit, sight-seeing to be more accurate. Then off we went, back to the RM 2/entry carpark. 

And yes, as usual, Specialperson tried so many times - and of course succeeded - to scare Yourstruly by performing stunts while driving. Turning right TOO immediately that we almost crashed into the pavement (of course this is only one of his stunts), screaming "I don't wanna die!!!!" when we passed by UMNO building... Specialperson always makes my day.

And when we reached, Specialperson presented Yourstruly with gifts! Haha, so sweet of Specialperson. Gifts: Teowchew Mooncake and special paperclip-photo album! :D Yourstruly is a happy girl. 

Shoutout: I know that we don't see each other frequently and that we can only be virtually connected, but you will always remain a very Specialperson to me! I miss you, already. :)

13/9

I remember the person who is going to turn 21 tomorrow, on 14th September.

Happy birthday in advance to you, past. May you be happy with yourself and all things. :)

This week is mixed, everyone is somewhat slightly distracted and disoriented. Including yours truly. After all, Year 3 is definitely not going to be the easiest.

Is it just me or does everyone feel that as older we grow, the easier the road looks when we look back to where we have come from?

It is very queer how things have changed between us within this 2 years, and there are so many things that I won't be able to forget even if I try to. Cause you make me feel different.

There are so many things that I don't have to say, literally, to you because you know how my mind goes. This is exactly why sometimes I get frustrated when you purposely fake not understanding me.

You know how much I want to make you happy? I'd give everything for you to be happy, cause I know you're not entirely happy.

9/9

Back to uni, for good I hope!


So many has changed, suddenly. People moved out, people's personality changed, some for the good some for the bad. But it is always overwhelming to me to see the familiar people once again.

As for you, you have acting weird, today. Will this be for long term, or maybe you're only comfortable with me when we're alone?

I don't mind, but I will need some time to adjust to it.

Probably you adapt to things faster than me, I don't know, cause you aren't telling me.

So anyway, I want you to be happy, sincerely.

I miss us.

4/9/2013

当一个人很想努力的追求快乐，失败的很狼狈，又能去哪里重拾心情，找回那份勇气？

我不开心。

:)

2/9

I really don't mind.

I do understand that sometimes people just don't look forward to anything, just live by the day.

I finally understand why they live like that - no expectations, no stress, no disappointments; more surprises.

Maybe this is a better way.

There was another sentence that you said, but I don't really know whether I just imagined it or it was real? If it was real then I'd go crazy.

"You? Let's wait until you have reduced ambitious and don't have to win all the time."

Poi aspettare che la tua ambizione non è così forte。

No joke?

No worries, no expectations - or at  least, I won't expect too much, will leave some space for some surprise - if possible at all --.

1/9/2013

So hello fellow friends! *wondering whether anybody is out there anyhow*

I am going to post pics of my birthday dinner! - Long awaited-

The Cinammon @ Hotel Penaga

Le entrance 

Wandering around.

Swimming pool outside the restaurant

Le sister :P

Arrival of guests. Note the guy in maroon T. Special person :D

Extra chair for presents!

Gah that face.

With le aunts.

With guys!

Yours truly spotted the camera!

Le girls.

Le parents, sis and aunt.

Taking sips.

Oopsie, eyes closed!

Cramping in with le guys.

Conversation.

Two of my dear girls. I remember Mingli on the left driving up to INTI during my birthday few years ago just to pass me my birthday cake! Ngawwwww. And Eunice for always being my source of laughters.

With le girls and aunt

The cake! Below expectation. Meh.

And I was a very happy girl! :D

Getting ready to cut le cake. 

Asking for le aunt and uncle to join in.

So aunt joined.

Another shot.

And then dear UJ!

Another shot!

My fav shot of the night, candid with friend!

These are the awesome people in my life.

Love all of you! :)

Smudged on the face with cream!

Girls chat

Hahaha I look so serious!

Lol we were blocked by Sumeet!

Almost the end.

My fav girls: Hoylin, Zhaomin le dino, yours truly, and darling HZhen.

Seeteng and Eenjoe from HanChiang and Yiphing le cute bunny!

Last group to leave.

We had very funny things to talk about!

Nights :) <3 p="">